Many years ago (10)
The feeling of liking someone is probably wanting to do a lot of things together, wanting to kiss, wanting to hug, and eagerly wanting to share everything that belongs to oneself with him.
Xi Ze grasped the hem of Yu Tian's clothes, his face leaned in close, and he gently kissed him. In fact, it was just their four lips touching together, his mouth tightly closed, and she didn't know what her next move should be.
It gets dark very early in winter, and just as there was still a bit of light in the house, it suddenly became completely dark. Yu Tian furrowed his brow and turned his face to the side, his body also moving back a little.
Suddenly losing her support, Si Xi's body leaned forward, fortunately she had a good sense of balance and barely stood steady. In front of her was only a dim space with a faint glow, unable to see his face, perhaps because she had closed her eyes for too long, suddenly opening them made her feel unaccustomed.
Yu Tian turned around and turned on the light, making the room even brighter than before. Si Xi rubbed her eyes, and the words she had just been brave enough to say now seemed impossible to take back.
Yu Tian raised his wrist to look at the time and said, "I'll send you back."
"Oh." Xi Ze turned around and walked out, when she reached the door, she turned back to look at Yu Tian, "If you don't like me, I won't bother you again in the future."
It was actually a casual remark, but Yu Tian heard it and suddenly felt very uncomfortable. However, he still let her go, otherwise what else could he do, tell her that he also liked her?
Xie Ji had just walked for a while when Yu Tian's phone started ringing. He found it annoying and hung up directly. Less than a minute later, the phone rang again. After several consecutive times, he answered the call, "Is there something going on?"
Google on the other end of the phone asked, "Should I ask you if something's wrong? Why didn't you answer the phone?"
"It's nothing." Yu Tian replied in a bad mood, but suddenly heard the sound of a girl laughing on Google's side, as if two people were whispering something to each other. Only then did he remember that Google had said she was going to travel during the New Year.
Yu Tian asked, "Who was just speaking? Who were you with?"
Google looked at Junko, who made a "don't tell" gesture with her hand. Google nodded, "Girlfriend."
Junco glared at him fiercely, but in fact she wasn't ready to make their relationship public either, which was why she often used Saki as a shield.
Yu Tian furrowed his brow, "Whose girlfriend?"
Google thinks he's met weirdos, he says, "Whose else could it be? Mine."
"Yours?"
But wasn't Cai Xi just with him? Is Google's girlfriend not her?
Junco couldn't take it anymore and directly snatched the phone, "It's me!"
"You guys..." Yu Tian thought back to how the four of them used to be together, and realized he had misunderstood. He didn't say anything else, and directly hung up the phone and ran out.
Xie has been out for a while and doesn't know if he can catch up. Thinking of just now, Yu Tian feels very regretful.
He ran all the way out until he saw her still sitting in the same position, then stopped and walked over slowly, his face slightly red. Mobile phone mobile terminal first launch address: Yu Tian stood behind Si Xi's back, took a deep breath, and said, "Why aren't you leaving yet?"
Xi heard the voice behind him and hastily wiped away his tears with the back of his hand, walking forward without looking back. He really didn't want to see her like that.
"Wait a minute." Yu Tian looked at her for a long time, fortunately she was walking slowly.
When she heard Yu Tian's voice, Si Xi hesitated for a moment and didn't notice the step under her feet, almost falling down. Fortunately, he caught up with her and pulled her back.
Si Xi looked at Yu Tian and said, "What's wrong again?"
Yu Tian lowered his head and spoke in a low voice, "Let you pay attention to the steps."
"Oh." Xi thought of continuing to walk, but then saw Yu Tian still holding her hand, took a deep breath and said "Yu Tian, you haven't told me yet, do you like me or not, if not it's the same as disliking."
Yu Tian thought that Si Xi's question was a bit silly, how could you not like someone and yet hate them? Moreover, the kind of liking she mentioned was clearly the kind that can only be directed towards one person.
"Hurry up and say it!" Si Xi asked again, his tone a bit urgent.
"Never mind." Yu Tian lowered his voice as much as possible, but didn't let go of his hand. He raised his other hand and hesitated for a moment before gently wiping away Cai Xi's tears with the tip of his finger. "Don't cry."
Xi lifted her head and saw the soft expression on Yu Tian's face, as well as his Adam's apple rolling with each breath. She had always thought Yu Tian was handsome, but now he seemed even more so than before.
"What does 'suan le' mean?"
Yu Tian felt a bit helpless towards her inquisitive spirit, "Not bad."
"Is that what you like?"
Yu Tian frowned, "If you cry, it's annoying."
"Don't cry then."
In just one second, the expression on Si Xi's face changed. Previously, she was clearly still looking wronged, but suddenly she smiled. Yu Tiancai only then realized that he really had no way to deal with her.
"Let's go, I'll see you home."
"No way!" Xi stopped again, "Don't you like me?"
"Go home."
"Let's meet again another day."
"Listen." Yu Tian let Si Xi pull his sleeve, and his tone also softened a lot.
"But I want to be with you."
"Today is New Year's Eve." When he said this, Yu Tian's heart was also stuffy. After his grandmother passed away, he spent the holiday alone every year. Although his aunt took him in, he started boarding school two years ago and never asked if he wanted to go home during holidays.
"Let's go." Yu Tian used some force to pull his hand out, he walked in front of Si Xi, afraid that she would see his expression.
"It's New Year's Eve, so I'm spending it with you, since no one else is accompanying you, I'll accompany you."
"Who told you I'm alone?"
His chilly tone made Xi's scalp tingle, but she still insisted on walking up to him, wanting to pull his sleeve, and fearing he would dodge again, so she simply pulled his hand instead.
"Then come and keep me company."
Yu Tian was stunned, when his hand was held by Si Xi's hand, how could his palm be so numb, he turned his face to look at her, her eyes were still red, and her nose tip was also red, but what right did he have to let her stay with him.
"Stop messing around, I'll send you home."
"I won't go back."
Cai Xi repeated again in a loud voice, Yu Tian furrowed her brow, what did she want to do?
"Unless you drive me away, unless you don't want to see me again in the future, otherwise I will spend New Year's Eve with you."
It's this set again, she's so sly, he really didn't notice before.
"Yu Tian, hurry up and say it, are you annoyed?"
"I said I wouldn't dislike it."
"So you let him go or stay."
"Go home."
"So you don't want to see me from now on?"
Although she could have directly given a positive answer, her personality would still make her come to him. However, Yu Tian hesitated, and taking advantage of his hesitation, Si Xi directly drew the conclusion for him, "I knew you wouldn't be willing to part with me, let's go back."
When he came back to his senses, Yu Tian had already been pulled by Si Xi and was about to walk back to the dormitory building.
He listened to her talking to herself, lowering his head and smiling silently.
Back in the dormitory, the water in the plastic basin had already cooled down. Because of the holiday, the heating was also turned off. Yu Tian really didn't know where to put Si Xian An.
"Otherwise, let's go out and I'll treat you to dinner."
Cui Xi squinted her eyes and shook her head, "Forget it, I think I'll take a nap first."
As she spoke, she unconsciously took off her coat and climbed onto a bed. Yu Tian furrowed his brow and pulled her over, "That's someone else's."
"Oh." Xi Ji changed direction, "Which one is yours?"
Yu Tian pointed.
Xie walked over, took off her shoes and climbed up, just as she lay down, she lowered her head to look at him, "Were you jealous just now?"
Yu Tian said, "It's something that can't be moved by others."
Cai nodded with a smile, "Oh, so you're not someone else then."
She was very familiar with him.
Yu Tian wanted to refute her, but he also liked it when she was like this; he didn't need her to be polite to him.
Xier wrapped herself in the quilt, turned her face to the side and said, "I'll take a nap first, I want to have hot pot for dinner." After thinking for a moment, she added, "Mushroom soup is fine, don't want spicy food."
Yu Tian still wanted to ask something, but when he lifted his head, he found that she had already fallen asleep.
It used to be that when you liked someone, it felt like this: even though nothing was happening, it was as if you were being tightly controlled. Every thought and action was influenced by her.
It feels really good originally.
Yu Tian glanced at the time and said, "I'll go out to buy materials now. After dinner, I can still make it back in time to send her home." Before leaving, he turned his head and said, "I'll be right back."
There is an electromagnetic stove and pot in the dormitory, as well as tableware. Yu Tian went to a supermarket outside the school to buy some materials. Afraid that Si Xi would wait for too long, he almost ran back, and stood at the door for a long time before entering after his breathing had calmed down.
She was still asleep, he looked at her and couldn't help but smile. He got everything ready before calling her, but after calling out to her several times, she didn't react much, just mumbling a few incoherent sentences and rolling over to continue sleeping.
"What's so happy about?"
Yu Tian was still worried and went over to push her, only to find that her body temperature was normal. He then touched her forehead again and found that she indeed had a fever.
"Xi Ge, wake up."
"Hmm... sleep for a while longer..."
Have you eaten?
"Hungry...... cold......"
"Wait a minute."
Because she was on the top bunk, Yu Tian had to climb up to feed her. As soon as he got up, he was hugged by Si Xi. She snuggled into his arms and obediently opened her mouth without him saying anything. The food and medicine he fed her were all eaten clean without leaving any leftovers.
If it weren't for the scorching heat on her body, he would have thought she was doing it on purpose. Just as Yu Tian wanted to continue, however, Si Xi pulled him back. The force wasn't very strong, and he could easily push her away, but looking at her closed eyes in discomfort, he couldn't bear to do so.
"It's unbearable..."
"Just wait a little longer." Yu Tian softly comforted.
"Hug..."
Yu Tian didn't respond, so she pulled him again.
Yu Tian had no choice but to lie down, and Si Xi closed his eyes and smiled slightly before re-hanging himself on him.
Sorry, I only updated once yesterday because... I finished writing a chapter and wanted to take a break... then fell asleep - when I woke up it was already 3 am - so I just kept sleeping. These past few days have been really tiring. Because previously the extras were too scary to write too much of... now the pace is a bit off. Some dear readers may not like the extras... but events from a few years ago are also part of this story, as I explained in the announcement. After the next extra chapter, we'll be back to the main storyline.
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