Who did you give my youth to?
This kiss will ultimately come to no good end.
The second time I was interrupted, it was because of the vibration of my phone. Yu Tian quickly let go of me, and he really wasn't drunk at all. I tidied up the blanket that had been haphazardly draped over my shoulders, watching as he picked up his phone with a furrowed brow.
He looks good when answering the phone, and I don't know what he heard, but his expression relaxed, even revealing a smile. He rarely smiles like that, but I saw it many times today, each time facing his mobile phone.
I also pretended to be busy, staring at my phone with my fingers randomly tapping on it, and my mind was even more chaotic. I couldn't hear what Yu Tian said, except for the last sentence which was particularly clear.
He said, okay, baby go to sleep early. I love you.
And also, corny, a kiss, the kind that makes a sound.
Yu Tian walked back to the bedside while I was still looking at my phone. He went around me and lay down on the other bed, turning off the light with a wave of his hand. The sudden darkness swallowed up the spacious room.
"Lin Jing and they are still outside, get up early tomorrow morning, I'll send you home." After a pause, he continued to say, "Your clothes are in the closet at the door."
"Uh-huh." I replied softly, closing my eyes and burying my head in the blanket, biting down on my wrist again with even more force than before.
It means I can change clothes and leave at any time.
This night was still very long, and soon I heard Yu Tian's steady breathing. I, however, fell into my usual insomnia. For four years, I don't know how many times I've lost sleep because of him.
Yu Tian is now less than two meters away from me, I don't dare to do anything.
There were already other people in his life, and they had been together for a long time.
Junko told me that when Yu Tian dropped out of school, I had already booked a return ticket to my home country. But in the end, I didn't go back. In those bleak days, I tried hard to make myself live more colorfully. I kept telling myself that it was to punish Yu Tian's betrayal, and I also wildly speculated about how miserable he must have been without me.
Reality slapped me in the face again. He already has a baby.
I rubbed my sore face and heart, leaving in the middle of the night. Before that, I had been staring at my phone, making a clicking sound and the dazzling white light from the screen. Finally, my phone ran out of battery. I walked to the door and made sure there were no rowdy young people in the hallway before changing into my own clothes.
"I'm leaving, as if nothing ever happened yesterday. Well, goodbye, and never see you again!"
I knew Yu Tian was already awake, but he refused to open his eyes. I deliberately made a big noise to tell myself that this was revenge against him.
This hotel is indeed quite far from the city center. I walked for a long time before hailing a taxi, and instead of going home directly, I asked the driver to take me to the riverbank near my old high school.
When I got off the bus, the driver looked at me with a strange gaze. I smiled and said, "Don't worry, uncle, my boyfriend is waiting for me over there, I'm not here to jump into the river."
That river, we used to go there together often. Once, I had a fight with Yu Tian and in a fit of anger, I really jumped into the water. When I woke up, I was already lying on Yu Tian's dormitory bed, he was using a hair dryer borrowed from who-knows-where to dry my hair.
He seemed angry, but finally patted my head and said, "Don't mess around next time, you scared me to death just now."
I took the opportunity to hug his waist and drilled into his arms very hard. The dormitory door was suddenly opened, and later the blower was confiscated by the dorm manager, and I also became the first unexpected one on Yu Tian's good student record.
In the past, we used to say "till death do us part" without hesitation. But now, what is love really about?
Yu Tian, who the hell did you give my land to?
