Chapter 108: If I Become a Memory
Really can't bear to look at it, reached out and helped An Liyin up, patting the dust off her skirt: "Did you get hurt anywhere?"
Half a response, no one replied.
As soon as he looked up, he saw An Li's eyes sparkling like peach blossoms, her cheeks flushing with a tender and joyful smile, looking like a young girl's shy and secretive delight.
Xiao Fengxue's face stiffened, indeed she should be a cold and ruthless school flower senior rather than being so kind and gentle...
"Thanks, thanks senior sister." Someone who finally came back to their senses.
"No need, by the way, do you know Jiangjiang?"
"That stinky kid, of course I know him. Every time I see him, if I don't bully him a bit, my conscience won't be at ease." An Li said with a vicious tone, but then she suddenly thought that Xiao Fengxue seemed to have a good relationship with Yang Jiang, and her expression changed instantly, radiating warmth and kindness like the glow of a saint. "I was wrong just now, how could I bully him? It's every time I see him being bullied by others and not helping him that my conscience won't be at ease. After all, he's our classmate, one month younger than me, and looks so likable."
Xiao Feng Xue was speechless again.
An Li looked around and asked, "Sister, where's Lian Shao?"
"He is waiting for me outside."
"Oh." An Liying didn't have a big reaction, she was just casually asking, "Sister, your voice sounds great, why don't you go on stage and sing a song? My classmates and I have wanted to hear you sing for a long time. If you go on stage and sing one, those guys in our class will definitely scream."
"Sister, come up later and sing a song for me, I'm begging you."
"No... " She wanted to refuse, but seeing An Li's pitiful look, she still liked this little girl, and her beautiful eyes changed her mind, "Then I'll go up later."
"Really?" An Liyin exclaimed excitedly, she was just holding onto a thread of hope and didn't expect Xiao Fengxue to agree, so she jumped up and gave her a big bear hug. "Sister, you're the best!"
Xiao Fengxue's forehead slid down a few drops of sweat, now she understood that this little girl's sexual orientation was fine, just... like Qian Zexiu, a bit out of line.
Xiao Fengxue found the person in charge of this school anniversary program, Kuang Nai Xin, and asked her to arrange a slot for her. Kuang Nai Xin agreed happily.
Yang Jiang's play was scheduled before Xiao Fengxue, so she simply stood in the corner of the backstage to watch. The cute little Zhengtai, although usually looking very shy, did not appear to be nervous or forgetful on stage, and performed very well.
It's worth mentioning that An Lixin and Yang Jiang had a romantic scene together, and at a critical moment, she secretly kissed him on the cheek.
She did it very secretly. The people under the stage may not have seen it, but from Xiaofeng Xue's angle, it was clear as day.
This Anli sound is too bold, taking advantage of no one seeing, she ate a big mouthful of Jiangjiang's tofu.
Jiang Jiang's face turned bright red, and she stuttered through her lines, unable to make any movements except staring blankly at An Liyin. Fortunately, another member of the club intervened, preventing the scene from becoming awkward.
After Yang Jiang's program performance was over, Emperor Liang Xuan, who was sitting in the audience seat, had already pressed down his gloomy face and couldn't hold it back.
The table in front of her was filled with a pile of delicious food, all of which were sent by him through the waiter, and they were all Xue's favorite dishes.
The food is almost cold and she still hasn't come back. Yang Jiang finally spoke up. Shouldn't she have come back to take a look?
He got up and decided to go find her, he was afraid that she would get into trouble again, he couldn't bear the pain of losing her again.
The next moment was a sudden darkness in the entire auditorium, the lights went out and some girls screamed softly, causing a commotion on the scene.
Di Liang's eyes narrowed slightly, his heart skipped a beat, and just as he was about to make a move, a melodious piano sound echoed from the stage.
The whole audience fell silent, and all eyes involuntarily looked up at the stage, but couldn't move their gaze away.
A girl in a white dress sits at the center of the stage, with a white triangular piano in front of her. A beam of white light shines down on her head, making her already pale complexion appear even whiter.
Delicate eyebrows, lips not painted red, skin as white as snow, a pair of beautiful eyes slightly lowered and veiled, no one can see her expression clearly, only knowing that the woman in front is like an angel, holy, absolutely beautiful, and inviolable.
Her slender white fingers danced elegantly on the keyboard, and a string of beautiful and melancholic notes jumped out from her hands.
Her lips lightly opened, her voice was ethereal, like a clear spring with no impurities, and upon closer listening, one could sense the sorrow and melancholy within.
"Tired as usual, I'm staying awake as usual and thinking of you as usual"
I'm so afraid that once I fall asleep with a peace of mind, my heartbeat will stop being disobedient in my dreams.
Listening to breathing like waves pounding weaker and weaker makes me anxious
What else can I cherish?
If I can barely grasp my own pulse
……
If I become a memory, it's finally not so lucky
No chance to grow old together hand in hand watching the sunset fade away
One day, you will heal from your long-lasting sorrow.
If someone can keep him company I won't blame you
When will happiness end?
Which moment is the last moment
Want to hold you tight and know you are the one I can't bear to part with in my life
……
If I become a memory, what I fear most is being too mediocre
Stubbornly occupying every inch of your heart's gap in the air
It's still you who loves me originally, painfully enduring the loss, it's so unfair
"Please try your best to forget me..."
The music ended, a teardrop rolled down her cheek and fell onto the keyboard, without making any sound, with no one in sight.
The entire venue was silent and still, with everyone deeply immersed in the song that had just ended, and many people were unknowingly covered in tears.
Perhaps it was the ethereal and melodious singing voice, perhaps it was the sorrow that surpassed the melody, or maybe it was because of the unknown story behind.
Xiao Fengxue raised her eyes and in the vast sea of people, she found him at a glance.
A pair of clear eyes seemed to be shrouded in a thin mist, making it impossible for him to see through the emotions within, yet somehow he appeared to understand something.
Di Liang Xun stood stiffly throughout the entire process, his face expressionless and his dark eyes like a black swamp. Only his tightly clenched fists could reveal that his inner heart was not as calm as his surface.
While everyone else was stunned, he moved forward, striding onto the stage in big steps.
Xiao Feng's eyes stared blankly at him as he wove through the crowd, his mind still lingering in the state of complete immersion from just now.
She just wanted to vent out all the suppressed emotions that had been building up inside her for so long, and find an outlet for all the negative feelings.
He realized that a song he had heard before, "If I Become a Memory", was very suitable for her mood, so he took the opportunity to sing it out.
She sang out all her unwillingness and reluctance, only then did she realize that everything in her mind was completely about him.
The scene of him holding a gun against his temple that day made her heart ache uncontrollably whenever she thought about it.
His position in her heart seems to have exceeded his own expectations.
Di Liang Xun, when did you manage to quietly and soundlessly walk into my heart that had been frozen for many years?
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