Chapter 21: Zhou Lin I am a girl who has fallen into an abyss

  When I ran to the school gate, Ma Long and Hu Fei were accompanying Lu Xiaoyu back from outside the school.

  Xiao Yu hurried over and asked: "You, you're okay now, didn't the teacher give you a hard time?"

  I saw Lu Xiaoyu's eyes were red all over, obviously she had cried very hard before.

  I nodded and wrapped Rou Xiao Yu in my arms. It was time for evening self-study, so there weren't many people at the school entrance, which meant I didn't have to worry about being noticed by anyone.

  The little rain didn't even resist and fell into my arms, then burst out crying again.

  Hu Fei and Ma Long walked away, after a few steps, Ma Long pointed to the west, apparently telling me that he and Hu Fei were going to search for Zhou Lin in the west.

  After a hug, I didn't use any extra words to comfort Lu Xiao Yu and directly asked: "Xiao Yu, it's okay now, I'm fine, I won't leave you. Now quickly tell me what's going on with Zhou Lin, why are you guys in such a hurry to find her?"

  We walked east on the small road while she told me about tonight's situation again.

  Originally, Lu Xiaoyu stormed out of the cafeteria and returned to the dormitory. Not long after, she turned back towards the cafeteria again because she was worried about me. However, just as she walked out of the dormitory door, she ran into Zhou Lin who happened to be crying on her way back.

  Two girls who didn't know each other well bumped into each other, but unexpectedly, Zhou Lin suddenly stopped Lu Xiaoyu and told her she had something to say to her.

  Then Lu Xiaoyu followed Zhou Lin alone into her dormitory.

  As they entered the dormitory, Zhou Lin cried even harder. Although Xiaoyu was also heartbroken, she saw how much Zhou Lin was suffering and couldn't help but comfort her with a few words.

  Zhou Lin suppressed her emotions and said to Lu Xiaoyu: "Xiaoyu, my world, my life is over. I know I'm not worthy of Yi Feng, so you must take good care of him. I can see that Yi Feng likes you very much, and I hope you both will be happy."

  Lu Xiaoyu only listened to the part about me at that time, and subconsciously nodded, but who knew that as soon as Lu Xiaoyu nodded, Zhou Lin rushed out of the dormitory like a madman.

  Lu Xiaoyu was startled and shouted for Zhou Lin, but Zhou Lin didn't respond. She also quickly followed out, but unexpectedly, Zhou Lin ran too fast and she lost her at the school gate.

  Seeing Zhou Lin's emotional and desperate appearance, Lu Xiaoyu was worried that something would happen to her and consulted with Hu Fei and Pan Ting.

  Hu Fei and Pan Ting are definitely not going to bother with Zhou Lin's affairs, but they can't get around Lu Xiaoyu, so they have no choice but to call Zhao Ziyang, Ma Long and others to help find her.

  That's what Ma Yun told me later when she came to see me.

  After listening to Lu Xiaoyu's words, I nodded and a gloomy feeling rose up in my heart... This week Lin won't do anything stupid, will she?

  Seeing my change in expression, Lu Xiaoyu apologized with a guilty face: "Yi Feng, I'm sorry. It's all because I didn't notice Zhou Lin's changes in time. Otherwise, I would have stopped her."

  I gently pulled Xiaoyu into my arms and said softly, "Xiaoyu, that's enough. You've done more than enough. You're too kind-hearted. Don't take on any more responsibility for yourself. Even if something really did happen to Zhōu Lín, it would be her own business."

  I comforted Lu Xiao Yu with my words, but in my heart I couldn't stop worrying about Zhou Lin. At the same time, I secretly blamed myself for not taking the initiative to find Zhou Lin earlier and understand things clearly. If we had done so, perhaps we wouldn't have been schemed against by Yu Zi Chen, and Zhou Lin wouldn't have been hurt and suffered so much.

  But even if I take the initiative to find Zhou Lin, will she really tell me about this kind of pain again?

  Lu Xiaoyu sobbed in my arms for a while, then quickly pulled away from my chest and said: "Okay, I know I shouldn't be crying and delaying your search for Zhou Lin. I was wrong, let's hurry up and find Zhou Lin."?? Tian Sheng Hun Wang 21

  Alas, she has always been so kind, making me feel doubly guilty every time I hurt her.

  After calming down Luoxiao Yu's emotions, I started searching for Zhou Lin anxiously, I didn't want another girl to run away because of something.

  One is enough!

  I walked a few more streets east with Lu Xiaoyu and coincidentally met Zhao Ziyang and Pan Ting walking in the opposite direction.

  I hurried forward to ask about the situation, and seeing Zhao Ziyang's disappointed face and shaking his head, I knew there was no gain.

  "Feng Ge, do you think Zhou Lin might just be out to clear her head because she's in a bad mood, and maybe she'll come back when she's feeling better?" Zhao Ziyang was clearly getting annoyed with the aimless search and was looking for an excuse to end it.

  While Pan Ting, on the other hand, didn't have much enthusiasm to look for her, it was clear that she was a die-hard sister of Lu Xiaoyu, and naturally wouldn't put her mind into finding Zhou Lin, who was an arch-nemesis of her good sister.

  I shook my head: "You all go back first, I'll look for it again. If not, Xiaoyu, you also go back with them, it's already very late, and the school gate will be locked later."

  Just as I finished speaking, Lu Xiaoyu firmly shook her head: "No, I want to go with you."

  I nodded without objecting, was Lu Xiaoyu worried about my safety or afraid that I would find Zhou Lin alone and something would happen?

  Look at me and Lu Xiaoyu, we won't give up. Zhao Ziyang waved his hand and said, "Forget it, who the hell made you my crazy brother? I'll send Panting back first, then come out of the wall to find her again. But can't we keep searching like this forever? Can't we always skip class together for Zhou Lin and get expelled from school?"

  I understand Zhao Ziyang's meaning and sighed, saying: "Before the self-study class tomorrow morning, return to school. No matter what the result is, if you meet other brothers on the road, tell them these words too."

  Actually, I just said that to hear myself, but as for me, I've decided to keep searching until I find Zhou Lin, because the feeling in my heart is really bad right now, and I always feel like something serious is going to happen.

  We looked around and asked people on the road about Zhou Lin's whereabouts, but there wasn't a single girl like her passing by.

  It's already late summer and early autumn, so it's still a bit cool at night. Xiao Yu was in such a hurry to chase Zhou Lin that she didn't even grab her jacket, wearing only a short-sleeved T-shirt, and now she's starting to shiver with cold.

  Seeing this, I took off the T-shirt on my body and forcibly put it on her, then hugged her into my arms with a bare back.

  Lu Xiaoyu looked at me with my bare shoulders and hurriedly refused, "Yi Feng, you'll catch a cold like this, quickly put your T-shirt back on, I'm not cold, just hold me, really, look, I'm really not cold, hehehe..."

  Unfortunately, she had barely finished speaking when her two rows of teeth started fighting each other.

  I smiled and let her resist however she wanted, but still managed to put my t-shirt on her: "Alright, I've been practicing martial arts, so I have a lot of muscle mass and can withstand the cold, so you don't need to be polite with me."

  Lu Xiaoyu also nodded and leaned against me, accompanying me as we walked forward.

  Zhou Lin, every time I think of this name, I don't know whether my heart is filled with love or hate. I even don't know how to face her. Sometimes I feel that bringing Lu Xiao Yu to find her is a mistake, because it will hurt Lu Xiao Yu. Even if Lu Xiao Yu is very innocent and kind-hearted, she will eventually feel the pain, and when the wound goes deep, it will be very painful.

  But in my heart, I had another idea that kept urging me to hurry up and find Zhou Lin. Otherwise, my heart would be very uneasy. Because if something happened to Zhou Lin tonight, my heart might never be able to "rest" again!

  It was almost twelve o'clock when I was about to give up hope, Lu Xiaoyu suddenly shook my arm and said: "Yi Feng, is that Zhou Lin?"

  I followed the direction of Xiao Yu's finger and looked over, just in time to see Zhou Lin sitting on a bench under a bus stop sign. She was leaning her head against the iron pillar of the sign, and I couldn't tell if she was asleep or awake.

  We hastily crossed the road and ran towards the bus stop, only to find out when we got close that Zhou Lin wasn't sleeping, but was staring blankly at the ground.

  If I hadn't seen her chest heaving with each breath, I would have thought something had happened to her.

  Seeing her having nothing to do with it, a stone in my heart finally fell down.

  "Zhou Lin, you..." Just as I was about to speak, I didn't know what to say, should I scold? Should I comfort? Or just greet like a passerby?!

  Seeing me and Lu Xiaoyu appear, Zhou Lin was also surprised, slowly standing up, but she had been sitting for too long, her legs were a bit numb, so as soon as she stood up, she sat back down again, and the tears in the corner of her eyes flowed again: "Yi Feng, what are you doing here? Are you here to mock me? Or humiliate me? Did Yu Zichen tell you everything about me? Didn't he? You already know everything, so why did you still come looking for me?"

  I didn't say anything.

  Zhou Lin saw her emotional excitement, Lu Xiaoyu slowly sat down beside Zhou Lin and said: "Zhou Lin, Yi Feng is worried about you, we've been looking for you all evening."

  Zhou Lin cried on one side and laughed on the other: "Worry about me, what's the use of worrying about me? I'm not worth anyone's worry. I'm just a lowly woman... but I'm still so young, I still want happiness and joy...... Waaahhh..."

  Zhou Lin estimated that she had been crying for a long time tonight, so after crying out loud for a while, she was exhausted and leaned against the iron pillar beside her, starting to sob.

  Lu Xiaoyu looked at me with a bewildered expression, seemingly unaware of what was going on, and I didn't know what to say either.

  The more I think about it, the more I hate it, and the more I want to cut Yu Zi Chen and Liu Ping into a thousand pieces.

  Lu Xiaoyu saw that I wasn't speaking and hastily said, "Yi Feng, since we've found Zhou Lin, let's find a place to rest. We can't go back to school, so let's find a warm place to spend the night. Whatever needs to be discussed, we can talk about it tomorrow."

  I also nodded, and when I was about to go over to help Zhou Lin up with Lu Xiaoyu, Zhou Lin pushed my hand away and said: "Yi Feng, Xiaoyu, thank you both for being so good to me, especially you, Xiaoyu, I'm really grateful that you can treat me like this. But tonight, I don't want to go anywhere, I just want to sit here because it's very quiet, and I need this kind of quiet."

  I didn't pull her again: "Since you don't want to leave, then Xiaoyu and I will stay here with you until dawn. It won't be quiet here by then, so we can go back to school later."

  Zhou Lin didn't say anything, so I took it as her agreeing to my proposal.

  I walked over and sat down beside Xiaoyu, so the three of us were lined up in a row, sitting under the dim streetlights of this city.

  After a while, Zhou Lin suddenly said in a low voice: "I am a girl who has fallen into the abyss. All I see is darkness."