Chapter Twelve: Don't Cry

  Xia's suddenly cold tone made Zhan's complaint pause, Zhan was stunned for a moment, then wiped his nose very hard, stretched his neck and said provocatively: "What's it to you!"

  The momentum is overbearing, and the attitude is also super cool, but the tears seem to be like a broken string of pearls, falling down with a rustling sound.

  How dare you yell at her like that now?! She's crying and it has nothing to do with him! If he doesn't want to see her, then why is he staring at her with a black face?!

  I'm so frustrated to death.

  Zhan Zhan didn't know what was wrong with her today, crying was an emotion that rarely appeared in her life - except when the two old men got sick and when she said goodbye to her two brothers, she had almost never shed tears.

  She was actually reduced to tears by Xia Fei's cold words? This is an extreme display of weakness! He must be laughing to death, and will definitely mock her later. Zhan Zhan was wiping away her tears in a flustered manner, but didn't know what to do, the more she wiped, the more tears seemed to fall.

  She can't forget the suffocating feeling in her heart just now, so strange, so unbearable, so heart-wrenching, and so painful, and her heart is still stuffy until now.

  And now, such unbearable emotions belong to Xia Fei Han.

  Damn it! She cried!

  Xia's normally wise and intelligent brain suddenly felt a bit dizzy. How could she cry? Why was she crying? Most importantly, how could she cry?

  She is a warrior, she is a female diamond, she is a tomboy... She, except for being filial and secretly wiping away tears, no matter how much pain or suffering she endures, always has that heartless and ruthless smile.

  He had hardly ever seen her cry, so he didn't know how to face her when she did.

  Looking at her appearance, still so stubborn, the action of wiping away tears is also so rough and rude, but he can't laugh at all, his heart is also in pain.

  How can she cry... When she cries, her own heart aches too.

  Why is she crying? Is it because she was wronged in some way? But just now she was so enthusiastic about making her own jokes...

  Don't guess what's on a girl's mind, boy.

  Zhan Zhan didn't even know his own mind, let alone Xia Fei Han.

  Although his heart ached with sympathy, he didn't know how to comfort her, nor did he know how to express himself. Overcome with self-reproach and helplessness, his tone became even colder: "Don't cry!"

  Yes, don't let you cry, you should always belong to smile.

  "Who are you! You don't let me and I won't cry! What's the reason!" Zhang Dandan was furious, wiping away tears while continuing to scold: "You heartless big lecher! I've been fooled for so many years into thinking you're a good person! You're such a bad person..."

  How did he go bad? Xia Fei Han wanted to reason with her, but looking at her teary and fierce appearance, she couldn't speak out, only frowning: "Don't cry!"

  "Who says I cried? Who says I cried? My conjunctivitis is acting up! My eyes saw something dirty and washing them doesn't work! Despicable, shameless, lowlife!" She wasn't satisfied with just scolding him, she seemed to be about to rush over and beat him up.

  He really wanted to jump on a plane and rush to her side right now... Xia Fei Han's eyebrows were about to freeze into a川 character, controlling the strength of his hands, just to hold back his urge to wipe away her tears through the screen. "Are you done yet? You didn't look good to begin with, and crying makes you even uglier."

  Wow! Not apologizing is one thing, but being so vicious? The war of words has been ignited: "Yeah, yeah, I'm ugly, you go chat with the beauty instead!" And with extra emphasis: "Go ahead and chat!"

  Xia Fei Han somewhat understood the source of her anger, but still didn't understand the source of her tears: "I knew it was you!" I knew from the start, that's why I went through verification and had a series of jokes afterwards.

  "Do you know it's me and you still want to chat?" Zhan Zhu Zhu shouted in disbelief, but suddenly thought of something and her tone weakened. She and Xia Fei Han had actually had a real-life encounter before... Fortunately, the light was too dim, otherwise Xia Fei Han would have seen the faint blush on her face.

  Xia Fei Han's mind naturally floated up with this answer, and he himself felt a bit embarrassed. The scene he thought of was even further than what Zhan Yu had imagined.

  The boy's instincts, the boy's worries, this life, he will never forget, war, in a certain sense, his first time.

  Two people each had their own thoughts and fell silent for a while.

  Still angry, Zhan stood up straight and asked sternly: "Xia Fei Han! Tell the truth! When did you find out it was mine?" How can I sentence him if I don't know when he found out?!

  "At first," Xia Fei Han rarely cooperated, looking at her no longer crying and restoring this unreasonable attitude, he was actually very happy? ... Was he a masochist? "When you added me as a friend."

  "Impossible! How did you know?" Zhang Liang was incredulous, as if he had foreseen it.

  "Your IP address and phone number are exactly the same." Xia Feihan told her straightforwardly, this was a very simple trick - of course, it might be a bit difficult for her.

  Pfft! All of them wanted to cut their own wrists, how could she forget that Xia Fei Han was a computer expert?

  "So you knew it all along and were just teasing me!" Zhang Dandan was a bit flustered: "It made me so sad!"

  "Aren't you supposed to be playing this game? I'm just cooperating with you." Xia Fei replied calmly, her mood returning to normal... But, why was she feeling sad? Xia Fei's heart suddenly rose again: "Why are you sad?"

  "I... " She blurted out a word, then was at a loss for words, her attitude somewhat embarrassed. She didn't know why she felt sad, but vaguely knew that this absolutely couldn't be said to Xia Fei Han: "I'm sad for Grandpa, having an unfilial grandson like you; I'm sad for Uncle and Aunt, having a useless son like you; I'm sad for Xia Zhi Gege, having a brother like you, who knows what kind of outrageous thing you'll do when possessed by the devil one day, people might even think it's Xia Zhi Gege; I'm also sad for Li Qiu, no wonder Li Qiu admires you so much, who knew you were a human-faced beast; I'm also worried about society and anxious about the country..." Warmed up nonsense.

  It's probably not that simple. Xia Fei Han had this feeling, but thinking about it, there was no such analytical program in her clever mind, and she couldn't grasp that vague feeling. "Don't worry about me, just be careful not to become a problem girl yourself."

  "What's wrong with me? What's wrong with me?" Zhang Da-da puffed out his chest and shouted loudly.

  Just now, the emotional excitement, the voice got louder and louder. Jiang Xinyue listened to the sound in the room getting louder and louder, worriedly pushed open the door to take a look, and at a glance saw Waruwaru wearing headphones, teaching someone with great momentum - huh, is that Fei Han's kid on the screen?

  Here is the translation:

  Really? Jiang Xinyue smiled helplessly and shook her head, then left, leaving the space to the two of them.

  "Are you okay?" Xia Fei Han's eyes scanned Zhan Zhan from top to bottom - but due to the camera being close, it was only her head to chest, then Xia Fei Han's gaze stopped at her chest.

  She is very fierce, so she leans forward fiercely, so she has a big chest.

  A loose sleeveless vest dress, with a slightly large collar, matching her posture, almost vacuuming up the scenery, with endless landscape. Fortunately, the lower half of the light is relatively dark and not very clear, but even so, Xia Fei Han still immediately felt his mouth dry, a small spark jumped, and in an uncontrollable place, there was a slight sign of revival.

  Xia Fei hastily averted his gaze, his expression slightly awkward and self-reproachful - could it be that he really had the kind of lustful tendencies that Zhan Yu said?

  "Hmph, can't find even a tiny bit of problem with this lady?!" Zhan Yunyun saw Xia Feichan couldn't say anything and felt a little smug: "I'm telling you, this lady is the epitome of perfection!"

  Xia Fei Han slightly lowered her gaze, controlling the urge to sneer and laugh at the various forms of laughter. She had seen arrogant people before, but never anyone as arrogant as this. Her eyes glanced at the bottom right corner of the computer: "You can go wash up and sleep." It was already almost 11 o'clock over there.

  Zhan Zhan told Xia Fei to go wash up and sleep, meaning to stop messing around. But instead of obeying, she harrumphed and said: "You're the one who should go wash up and sleep!"

  "It's morning here," Xia Fei Han reminded her, wanting to knock open her head and take a look at the structure. Did she still think that both of them were in their original hometown now? He and she were almost separated by half the globe.

  "You can also sleep in the morning... Hmm, aren't you supposed to have class in the morning?" Zhan Dandan remembered that he and Xia Zhige were both taking multiple courses at the same time, with their schedules almost fully packed.

  Xia's response was half a beat slower, he didn't want to admit that he had given up on the class because of her presence: "I don't feel like listening to the morning class."

  "Cut it out, just because you're smart doesn't mean you can do this. There are people outside who are better than you, and that's a great university, but the professors can't even be invited to speak. What a waste of opportunity." Zhan Er'er didn't like studying himself, but wasting such good resources was also a pity: "Look at Xia Zhige, he's so diligent in class every day..."

  "Xia Zhi has been on tour with his piano teacher for the past two days." Xia Fei Han interrupted her, not understanding what she was talking about.

  "Huh? Touring? The expression on his face is frozen, he didn't even know about this himself. No wonder Xia Zhi's older brother didn't reply to the email: 'Hmph, look at how excellent Xia Zhi is, participating in a world-class tour at such a young age, with boundless prospects...'"

  Another burst of blah blah blah, Xia Fei dug into her ears, used to being not good enough in her eyes, while Xia Zhi was always perfect in her eyes. Although it's still quite depressing at times, but also depends on who's saying what? If it comes from Zhang Dandan's mouth, then it's basically not the real truth.

  "Huh? What about Xia Zhi's brother's class?" Warmed up after a pause, suddenly remembered this question.

  "I'll help him up." At this time, the effect of twins was revealed. In the eyes of foreigners, oriental people originally looked similar, and Xia Zhi and Xia Feihan were even more identical.

  Moreover, Xia Fei Han has complete confidence and can remember everything the teacher says and help Xia Zhi with her homework.

  "......this way is okay too?......this way is also okay......" "Why didn't my mom give me a twin sister when I was born......" Zhan Er'er couldn't help but feel envious, this way she wouldn't have to attend classes either.

  The earth can't take it, having one destructive king is already terrifying. Xia Fei didn't want to continue fighting with her, otherwise she would definitely not be able to get up tomorrow, someone's need for sleep was not ordinary: "Go to sleep, be careful not to be late tomorrow."

  It's a bit reluctant, it's been a long time since I've had such a pleasant argument... Warily, but if you don't go down, isn't that showing affection for Xia Feihan? This is absolutely not allowed. "Hmm, you should also go to class, don't drag down the lessons of my family's Xia Zhige."

  "Go to sleep."

  "You go first."

  "Just go when I tell you to, stop nagging."

  "I want to supervise whether you will find another beautiful girl to chat with."

  "Then should I supervise you in case you randomly find a guy and shout 'I'm lonely'?"

  "Phooey! You're the one who's lonely! My life is a fulfilling mess!"

  "Go to sleep."

  "You go first."

  Xia Nian Han looked up at the sky. "If I don't go tomorrow, I'll become a pickled bean sprout."

  "Get out, get out! You dare to find a beauty? I'll castrate you!"

  It started with something not suitable for children. Xia was not cold but felt a chill run down her spine. It seemed like there was a gentle breeze blowing somewhere: "What business do I have with beautiful girls?"

  "I... I will carry out Heaven's will!"

  "Alright alright, go to sleep, I'm going to class."

  "Off to class you go...... Warily pouting, slightly unwilling: "Alright then, off you go, remember to take plenty of notes.""

  "Got it, stop nagging, let's go." Xia Feihan looked at the time... how did it pass so quickly?

  "Uh, 88." Zhan finally picked up the mouse and clicked on the small cross in the video frame. He hesitated for a moment before closing it and added one more sentence: "Ah, with so many classes, take care of yourself. Goodnight."

  Xia was taken aback for a moment, this rare concern made him feel a bit pampered and unaccustomed. Just as he was about to respond, the lovely face on the screen had disappeared, and soon her avatar went offline.

  It's really gone...... Xia Fei Han was slightly dazed, shook his head, looked at the time again, and figured it out. He could still make it to the next class.

  Turned off the computer, relaxed and felt sleepy, yawned and got into bed, casually hugged the big teddy bear by the bed, pinched its ear and pretended to be fierce: "Xia Fei Han! If you dare to find a beauty, I'll castrate you!"

  This sentence is quite impressive, isn't it? Zhan Dandan chuckled to herself. She had been bothered by the joke from the beginning, so in the end she unconsciously made this kind of threat.

  The bear of course remained innocent and kept silent.

  "Oh my!" Waruwaru made a cutting motion with her hand, pointing to a certain place, then suddenly let out a surprised cry and stopped all movement, turning red in the face.

  A real object appeared in her mind, its shape, temperature and smell, all crystal clear. She hastily threw the quilt to the corner and wrapped herself into the blanket.

  Shoo, shoo, shoo! What are you thinking about? Go to sleep quickly.

  ……

  "Doudou, aren't you getting up yet? You'll be late for class!" Jiang Xinyue got up to use the bathroom and only then discovered that her niece, who should have been busy in the kitchen, was nowhere to be seen. She knocked on the door and found her curled up under the covers.

  "Huh?" Warmed up from sleep, rubbed his eyes and sat up, dazedly touched his messy hair, and yawned. His mind was occupied by Xia Fei's words last night, he didn't know how long it took to fall asleep, so sleepy: "What time is it?"

  "Seven points."

  "Ah!"

  Woke up late, received Xia Li's autumn gift late, the greatest dissatisfaction comes from breakfast time, Baozi Dashu and Fan Tong looked at the empty hands of Zhan Zhu Zhu, then looked at the table with very little nutrition and appetite for breakfast, sad.

  It's been more than two weeks, but I've already gotten used to being fed by them. Every morning, I'm waiting for this meal.

  Lian Anran looked at the white mantou in her bowl and lost her appetite.

  "Uh... sorry about that, I overslept this morning, I'll make up for it twice as much tomorrow!" Zhan Warwar saw everyone's disappointment and rubbed his head in embarrassment.

  He couldn't help but feel a pang of sympathy as he looked at the two obvious dark circles under her eyes. He was originally one of the most lenient in the middle school, and had long felt that this wasn't quite right: "Why don't we just stop doing it from now on? With such a tight schedule for school, it's better to spend more time studying." Her grades were also a cause for concern.

  Wow? Zhan Zhan looked at An Ran with a bit of incredulity, how could Xiong An An be so considerate? It's kind of touching.

  "Yes, yes, it's also quite embarrassing for us." The big tree also belongs to the sympathetic and reasonable faction, and has been eating with a bad conscience these past few days.

  "No way, really, I guarantee it's just an accident," Zhan Zhu Zhu once decided to do something, he wouldn't give up halfway. Xiao Yi prepared the ingredients and made them herself in the morning, which wasn't too much trouble. "I'll eat myself, Li Qiu will eat, my aunt will eat, three servings are about the same as seven servings."

  Although she spent an hour every morning, for breakfast, lunch and dinner, they cooked meals to save time for themselves and Li Qiu, also more than half an hour.

  Xia Li stood aloof with a detached air, sipping plain congee from a small bowl.

  "Right, right, we're so familiar with the war, let's not be polite anymore." Baozi gnawed on the unappetizing bun, smacked his lips, and deeply missed Tangtang's craftsmanship. Since that's what he thought, that's what he said.

  Zhan Da slapped the back of Bao's bag, and this kid just said bluntly: "Okay okay, let's just say I made a mistake today, forgive me, hehe, everyone will make do with one meal, I'll tell you jokes, let's have that as our meal!"

  Everyone was not really reluctant at first, but was worried about delaying others. Since the war said so, everyone also accepted it with peace of mind.

  He slowly tore at the dry bread in the cafeteria, eating it sporadically. It's easy to go from frugality to luxury, but going from luxury to frugality is difficult; this is indeed a very true statement. Even he couldn't bear to part with that sumptuous breakfast.

  Moreover, he likes this atmosphere, such a joyful and delicious breakfast time, which reminds him of the days when his mother was still alive, every morning the whole family was in harmony.

  Since mom passed away, there's only me and dad left at home. Dad is always busy with the company, so it's just him at home. Although every day there's still a maid making delicious food, eating alone feels terrible.

  So he chose to live in the school dormitory despite being a local. Every day, he ate with Baozi, Dashu and Fan Tong in the cafeteria, eating food that used to be as unappetizing as feeding pigs to him, losing his gourmet pleasure, but gradually feeling less lonely in his heart.

  Now, flavor and joy coexist.

  He likes it very much.

  Digression

  Sweat, I even forgot what I wrote on the fan myself. Last summer wasn't cold, did I make Xiaonan cry? Shouldn't have...

  Don't think that the conversation in between is meaningless, it's just because they both can't bear to part with each other again.