Chapter 21: Loving You in My Dreams

  Xia Fei Han's eyes suddenly opened, and in the darkness, Zhan Yu almost imagined that his two rows of dense eyelashes were like a brush opening up, revealing his dark and deep eye sockets, with the words "sneer" written nakedly inside.

  Xia Fei had just dozed off, feeling so carefree and happy that he was almost dreaming of Zhou Gong, but the words "war" were too heavy, and a single hammer blow woke him up.

  Accompany her to the toilet? If there's no weird idea, this sentence can be understood normally; but if for people who have some romantic thoughts in their mind, this is a bit too much.

  "Women are just trouble." Xia Fei Han felt his throat dry and could barely squeeze out a sentence.

  "It's not like you had to drive all the way out here!" Zhang Doudou was already feeling uncomfortable, hugging his stomach and curling up into a ball. No, no, it felt worse and worse!

  Xia Fei Han looked around and saw the dark forest path, there was no sign of human habitation: "Can't we just find a tree to hide behind and solve this?"

  The words are spoken lightly and carelessly, but in his heart, he is inexplicably tense and anxious.

  "No! There are small insects and snakes!" Zhan Zhan cried with a sad face, discussing this with Xia Fei Han in front of her, but the two people still looked so serious. She was an artist with great courage, not to mention small insects, even if Wu Song's big insect came, she might not be afraid, but when a girl is at home, what about the small animals in the grass and bushes?

  Too scary.

  "Well, you can just climb up the tree and squat then." Xia Fei Han gave a very unreliable answer. To be honest, he didn't have any good ideas either. Just now, he was thinking about staying with her together, who knew they would encounter this kind of situation? Last time in the car, she stayed overnight without mentioning this requirement.

  Artificial rain? Zhan's eyebrows were upside down: "I'll go up on the roof of the car, okay?"

  Too irresponsible! She was supposed to be enjoying the five-star toilet at Xiong An'an's house, it's all his fault...

  "Alright, alright," Xia Fei Han also saw that Zhan Yu Yu's patience was limited. Although he really wanted to laugh, it wasn't the right time: "Then I'll get off, and you can take care of things in front of the car. There aren't any bugs on this road."

  She hesitated for a moment, then firmly shook her head: "No! You drive me to find a toilet quickly, I can hold it in!" As someone who had received good education since childhood, she really didn't have the courage to solve personal problems on public roads, let alone in front of a man.

  She will have a shadow for the rest of her life... Won't get prostatitis or anything? Uh, no, no, that's something men get.

  "What a pain!" Xia FeiHan muttered, but still quickly started the car. There should be toilets at the entrance of the scenic area, right? But that's probably about five or six minutes' drive away. "Hold it in!"

  She spoke as if her life depended on it, rushing to rescue... The war had already unfastened its seatbelt, and now even the slightest thing was a serious burden on her stomach.

  The car sped down the mountain road at 160 km/h, with thrilling drifts around every turn. Xia Fei Han's racing skills were fully on display at this moment. Zhan Zhan couldn't be bothered to yell at him to slow down and watch out for his life safety; between crashing to death and suffocating to death, she'd rather choose the former.

  It's okay, everything seems to be going smoothly. Xia Fei Han's car drove through the empty parking lot of the scenic area and circled around a row of buildings before quickly finding the sign for the toilet.

  Zhan Zhan didn't care if the car was parked properly, and directly opened the door to rush in under the light of the car's headlights. Xia Fei Han hesitated for a moment, thinking it would be better to take this opportunity to solve his own non-urgent needs, so as not to end up like Zhan Zhan in the middle of the night.

  Just as I was about to walk into the toilet, I suddenly felt something was wrong. I took a closer look at the door and saw that the large red "female" character wasn't very noticeable in the light.

  Where is the ladies' restroom? Is it upstairs?

  Zhan Zhan successfully solved his personal problem, feeling satisfied and refreshed as he walked out of the bathroom. He saw Xia Fei Han standing at the sink in the middle, illuminated by the car lights shining on his lower body. Despite the dim light, Zhan Zhan could clearly see what Xia Fei Han was doing - he was smiling, his shoulders slightly shaking, showing that he was struggling to hold it in.

  "It's not cold in the summer!?" Zhang Wanwan had a bad premonition in her heart, and she thought to herself, "Was my expression just now going to make him laugh to death?" After washing her hands, she splashed all the water on him: "Still laughing? Laugh your butt off! People can't hold it in for three urgencies, are you not eating or not taking a crap?"

  Forgive her for saying something so rude, but honestly, he's still smiling, it's just too much!

  "I... " Xia Fei Han laughed a bit out of breath, at this moment he didn't have his usual cool and icy little brother demeanor: "I'm going to the bathroom too."

  Then he really went to the toilet...the one that had just been occupied by the warrior.

  Zhan Zou was still in a daze for a moment, and when Xia Fei Han's back disappeared at the door, the cold wind in the mountains suddenly blew, waking him up.

  Really?... Isn't it?

  Zhan Zhan rubbed her eyes, carefully approached the toilet door, and that "male" character was like a verdict, suddenly making her dizzy and stunned.

  One's reputation is ruined... and it had to be in front of Xia Fei Han, who thought she couldn't show weakness.

  The war really messed everything up.

  Summer was not cold, walked out of the toilet door, and saw Waruwaru standing beside him like a statue. He suppressed his smile, looked at her deeply, washed his hands, and looked at her deeply again.

  Opposite each other.

  Zhan Zuo suddenly jumped up and rushed forward, a furious roar echoing through the empty mountains: "Xia Fei Han! I'm not done with you!"

  Xia Fei Han laughed loudly and ran away, feeling a sense of relief she had never felt before. The few times in her life when she had laughed so hard seemed to have all been contributed to Zhan Yu Yu - who made her feel so different from others.

  "It's you who went in yourself!"

  "What's so funny? It doesn't matter if you understand or not! Now that there's no one around, what's the point of distinguishing between men and women? The effect is the same anyway!"

  "I didn't laugh...... Hahaha......"

  "Get lost!"

  Xia Feihan suddenly stopped and turned around, Zhan Zhan rushed into his arms like a rocket, pushing him back four or five steps before stopping. Angry fists attacked Xia Feihan's body like meteors, but he hugged his arms tightly, how much strength could she use?

  "Summer is not cold, I'm telling you! If you dare tell anyone about what happened today, I'll never be done with you for the rest of my life!"

  Summer was not cold and did not speak, her smile slowly retracted, and the strength in her hand also slowly increased, embracing her into his own arms.

  Holding her, why does it feel so good?

  "Did you hear that?! Hmph, if you tell anyone, I'll...I'll make a big scene! I'll tell everyone about how you got spanked and had to take a bath with your pants down!" Warmed up and ran out.

  "I'm so scared," Xia Fei Han whispered in her ear, this casual tone somehow didn't convey the literal meaning: "Then doesn't everyone know you're sneaking a peek at me bathing?"

  "What am I peeking at?" Suddenly, Jiang Li felt that something was off. Her nose caught a whiff of that scent that made her feel carefree yet accelerated her heartbeat; her body was completely enveloped in his sturdy embrace.

  Good... familiar feeling, and... good... long-lost feeling.

  For a moment, it's hard to tell whether this is an embrace or a trap; for a moment, it's hard to figure out whether to continue or break free.

  "Want to watch it two more times?" Xia Fei Han lowered her head, under the moonlight, her delicate small face seemed to be coated with a layer of silver light, beautiful to the point of being somewhat unreal.

  His voice was a little hoarse, his tone was a bit enchanting, her brain was a bit dull.

  "What...what's there? I didn't see it the first time..." Waruwaru hastily argued.

  "You mean that only when you see that, you think you've seen it?" Xia Fei Han said to the object, which was rapidly expanding with a sense of self-awareness, proving its own existence.

  "You... you scoundrel..." Zhan Er's face turned red, and the female warrior was also a little woman in this aspect. She had always been a model of being strong on the outside but weak on the inside. Moreover, Xia Fei Han used to be so cold and distant, how could he speak so boldly now? She couldn't keep up with his rhythm. "Let go! Be careful I'll castrate you."

  "I'm so scared." Xia Fei Han smiled lightly, for the first time having a completely controlling feeling over her. Her shyness, her coquettishness, under the moonlight, was so enchanting.

  "It's not cold in summer!" Zhan Zhu felt like he couldn't breathe, using force to break free from his embrace, unusually not continuing to fight with him, turning around and running back to the car in a flash.

  Her arms were empty, but the scent she had smelled earlier was still so clear. Xia Fei Han felt a little lost and disappointed. Recalling her reaction and words from earlier, she couldn't help but feel a bit regretful - what happened to her self-control? Why did she always unintentionally reveal her true feelings in front of her?

  What if she understood?

  What if she refuses?

  How will he face her, how will he face Xia Zhi, and how will he face himself?

  A sense of desolation.

  Zhan Zhan pulled open the rear door and crawled inside, clutching her chest and panting heavily. She was going to die, she was going to die! Just now, she felt like her heart was about to explode. How could this be? Was it because Xia Fei Han had started settling scores with her after autumn? She knew it, peeking at others would bring retribution, even if the starting point wasn't intentional...

  My heart is racing so fast, my body is burning hot, and my mind is in a mess. I took more than ten deep breaths before I could barely calm down. When did I become so stupid and timid? Just now, not only was I laughed at by Xia Fei, but I also fled in disarray.

  My face is lost all the way back home.

  Turning back to look, in the moonlight, Xia Fei's figure still stood in the distance, unable to see his expression.

  Merging with the night, infinite harmony and beauty.

  What a despicable guy! Why now, can't I be strong in front of him?

  "Hey! Xia Fei! Come drive!" Zhang Doudou stuck his head out the window, calling to someone still standing in place. What's he doing? Even if he's laughing at himself, shouldn't he be done by now? Or is he thinking about something?

  Zhan's heart was filled with curiosity, but he had a faint feeling that this question could not be asked.

  Xia Fei Han finally moved, walking slowly towards Zhan Zhu Zhu.

  Looking at his expression, as usual calm and indifferent - why is there a sense of loss in my heart? I always feel that he shouldn't be like this at this time.

  What is she expecting? What is she fantasizing about?

  She herself doesn't know.

  "Shall we head back? It's about time!" Warmed the phone, it was already past eleven o'clock, if they didn't head back now, their family would start to worry.

  Xia Fei's silence was replaced by the roar of the car, which served as his response to Zhan Zhan.

  It's inexplicable, just now he was laughing so happily, how did his face change in an instant? This man is really difficult to serve. Zhan Yunyun studied Xia Feihan's expression from various angles.

  "Have you had enough?" Xia Fei Han didn't even turn his head, although he was still a bit annoyed in his heart, and although his heart kept reminding him, but wanting to ignore her existence wasn't easy at all.

  "Wow, you're as beautiful as a flower, and I wouldn't get tired of looking at you even if I looked for a lifetime." Zhan Er patted his horse's butt enthusiastically, wanting to make him happy - this thought had only occurred to her when thinking of Xia Zhi Gege before, but seeing how he had been running back and forth today and even brought her chocolate, and considering that he was inexplicably having an episode of depression now, she made an exception for him just this once.

  Although I know how false this is, beautiful lies also have a little value to them. Xia Fei coldly hummed: "Don't use the methods you used on Xia Zhi on me, I'm not buying it."

  Being mentioned alongside Xia Zhige is already a compliment, don't be dissatisfied! Zhan Zhu Zhu made a ghost face and held back from saying: "Hey, Xia Feihan, why are you stopping here again? Aren't we going home?"

  How did we end up back near the small pavilion again?

  "The feng shui here is good, the spiritual energy of heaven and earth converges, especially suitable for you." Xia Fei Han put down the back of the chair and lay flat again - but earlier she was beside him, and now she sat behind him. He put down the back of the chair, and she leaned in close, her face almost on top of his head.

  Very close.

  "Oh? You still believe in fortune-telling and Feng Shui? Tell me, why is it suitable for me?" Zhan Yunyun was easily led astray by Xia Feichan's topic.

  "Shave your fur and wash your marrow, it'll help you evolve." Xia Fei Han closed his eyes, looking lazy and unwilling to bother with her.

  "You've over-evolved!" Zhang Doudou made a pair of scissors with his hands, and leaned back against the chair in annoyance: "Hurry up and go home! Don't come back or it'll worry your family."

  "I told them I won't be back to sleep." Xia Fei Han's voice was a bit muffled. He said he came back for the Mid-Autumn Festival and would go to the neighboring city company to hand over the last drawing - tonight was the time he said he would hand it over.

  "What am I supposed to do?" Zhang was stunned, he had come prepared, but she hadn't made any preparations at all.

  "Aren't you allied with Xiao Yi? Can't even handle this little thing? I'm tired, can't drive, if you don't mind, you can walk back yourself." Xia Fei Han directly threw the issue at him.

  "Xia Fei is not cold! Are you owed a beating or something? It's been a month since we last fought, aren't you itching for it?" Zhang Dandan shouted with her hands on her hips, this was too irresponsible, dragging her from the dinner table to this deep mountain forest without any purpose, and making her lose face.

  "Tired, sleep." This time, Xia Fei Han did not respond to the challenge, closing his eyes and giving the most thorough contempt.

  Every time they fought, didn't they always end up on that road? Now he couldn't be certain if there was any more physical contact, whether he could still hold himself back - especially in an environment like this, wasn't it perfect for doing something bad?

  Fighting will turn into fairy fighting.

  I'm tired... The provocative words that reached the tip of my tongue were swallowed back. Forget it, I'll let him off this time.

  Seeing him exhausted, actually, I'm also a bit reluctant to part with him.

  Puffed out a hum, sent a text message to Xiaoyi, telling her that she was sleeping at Liqiu's house today and not to tell her parents. The guilt of lying is very heavy, the sense of guilt in my heart is very deep, the most frightening thing is the consequences of being exposed after lying, Alexander.

  She is still suitable for being a good child.

  After sending the message, I was bored. Looking at Xia Fei Han's sleeping face, I suddenly became very curious. He had seen his own sleep posture twice before, and there were photos to prove it. Did she also want to take a photo of him as a keepsake?

  It would be great if I could also draw two little turtles...

  Unfortunately, not everyone has Xia Fei's painting skills, and not everyone can sleep like a pig like her. Zhan Er'er really wanted to clear up the misunderstanding for herself, that time, she wasn't sick, was she...

  In the eyes of outsiders, Xia Fei Han and Xia Zhi are almost identical. However, in the eyes of Zhan Yu, there are many differences between them. Xia Zhi's face is slightly more rounded, while Xia Fei Han is thinner - possibly because Xia Zhi often smiles, while Xia Fei Han often has a stern expression; Xia Fei Han's eyes are slightly longer and narrower than Xia Zhi's by two or three millimeters, and his lips are also slightly thinner. As a result, Xia Fei Han appears more delicate overall - which is why Zhan Yu often calls him "girly". Although this is an era that produces many beautiful men, it's still too much for a man to be even more beautiful than women.

  The difference in appearance is only a small part, what can make her distinguish them at a glance is their personality and aura. Even if she closes her eyes and sleeps without expression, Zhan Yan would know that this is Xia Fei.

  It's a kind of thing that is very hard to describe, but it really exists.

  The light went out, and after the panoramic skylight opened, the bright moonlight poured down, adding a kind of clear and sacred holiness to him.

  She propped her hands on her knees, supporting her chin, and gazed at him quietly. Originally intending to study where she could play a prank, but as she looked, she became somewhat infatuated.

  She heard the night wind outside the car, gently stroking every tree, every flower, and every grain of dust it passed by, so gentle, so lingering, as if filled with endless tender feelings.

  She felt her skin being stroked by it, lightly, softly, itchingly, seeping into her heart.

  The leaves rustle with a soft sound, every flower seems to be singing, the humble dust curls up its body, thanking the gentle breeze for caressing itself.

  The warbler's song is relaxing, feeling the gentle breeze embracing me, I am completely absorbed.

  Then fell into a deeper dream.

  Something suddenly pressed on her chest, and Xia Fei was startled awake. Opening her eyes, her gaze couldn't focus because she was so close to him, he only needed to move slightly and his chin would touch her cheek.

  Did you fall asleep just like that?

  Xia Fei Han let out a habitual cold hum, and the critical thought that flashed in his mind was - even though the emotional line had already taken a clear turn, but after so many years of getting along with Zhan Yu Yu, the pattern of behavior and thinking had become fixed, and it was impossible to change suddenly.

  Pig.

  Xia Fei cursed softly and suddenly relaxed her nerves.

  She fell asleep.

  So he could stop pretending.

  She fell asleep.

  So he can love her unscrupulously.

  Digression

  How to say, the first love of men and women said "I'm going to wash my hands", passionate men and women said "I'm going to the toilet", newlyweds said "I'm going to hmm", married couples for several years said "I'm going to take a shit"... Does anyone feel that Fei Yuqing and Dili Reba are actually very much like an old couple?

  Alright, what I said just now is like a fan that hasn't been used...

  Finally, let's hum a sentence: You are the wind, I am the sand, entwined forever, till the end of the world...

  If our little brother is doing something in his sleep, wouldn't that be a bit too sneaky? Wouldn't it affect our little brother's upright and positive image? Haha.