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Lucy Yang glanced sideways at the backpack beside her, reached out to grab it, pulled open the zipper and carefully checked through it. Nothing was missing except for that diary which recorded all her inner thoughts.
"I don't know what you like to eat, just make do with this." After a while, Duan Chenliang came back carrying two identical dishes of food. He gently placed one plate in front of Lucy Yang and sat down across from her, naturally starting to eat.
She never dared to imagine that she would have such a day, sitting across from him and dining together. This was originally a tense and exciting moment, but now, Lucy looked at the plate of high-piled white rice and green vegetables in front of her, as well as her favorite sweet and sour pork ribs, yet she had no appetite at all.
She raised her head and gazed at Duan Chenliang, who was sitting across from her eating seriously, with a faint sadness in her eyes and a look of wanting to speak but stopping herself.
He can pretend as if nothing happened, but how could she?
The diary posted on the bulletin board, even if Duan Chenliang didn't see it himself, he must have heard about it, right? How could he possibly not know? Moreover, Lucy's school bag was in his hands.
"My...my school bag, how did it end up with you?" Lucien hesitated for a long time before stuttering out the question.
When Lu Xiyang asked the question, Duan Chenliang's eating motion stopped for a moment. He naturally raised his eyelids and glanced at the backpack on the seat next to Lu Xiyang, answering irrelevantly: "In the future, it's better to keep important things in mind, don't write them down and give others a chance to snoop."
After finishing speaking, Duan Chenliang buried his head and continued eating, while Lucy Yang still didn't move her chopsticks, with both hands tightly grasping her thighs.
It's better to keep important things in mind and not write them down, so as not to give others a chance to snoop.
Such a simple sentence, but the clever Lucas soon determined one thing: Duan Chenliang must have known something about the contents of the diary, even if he didn't know them clearly.
Did he already know that she had a secret crush on him for many, many years? Did he already know that the reason she studied so hard was just to get closer to him a little bit? Did he already know that their first meeting wasn't a coincidence, but rather her little scheme?
Lucy Yang glanced at Duan Chenliang a few times, her face expressionless, unable to discern any emotions. She seemed to be talking about someone else's business, as if it had nothing to do with her.
It's true that she likes him, but that's her own business and has nothing to do with him. Lucien thought self-deprecatingly, but the heart of the matter being exposed in front of him still made her feel very embarrassed.
After the diary was exposed, she felt like a person without clothes, no matter whether others noticed her or not, she would cover herself up, even in the dark, she couldn't help but feel uneasy.
Actually, Lucy Yang had thought of being bold and taking a chance. In her mind, she had flashed through many scenes where she could be very brave. For example, she imagined herself confidently admitting to the person in front of her that she liked him, imagined the excitement after successfully confessing, and also imagined the heartbreak after being rejected. But no matter how many scenarios Lucy Yang fantasized about in her mind, she couldn't really take action.
Courage is a luxury for her.

