I sang my secret love into a song and gave it to you (5)

  That night, Lucy had a dream. She dreamed of the boy. In her dream, he was wearing clean school uniform and walked past her with no expression on his face. Unlike before, she didn't stand there in a daze but called out his name loudly. However, it seemed like he didn't hear her voice and continued walking forward without any intention to stop. So, she chased after him, wanting to catch up to him, wanting to tell him that she had liked him for so many years, since the first time they met when they were kids.

  But no matter how she chased and shouted, the boy still had no reaction. It wasn't until she fell to the ground, with big tears streaming down her face, that she finally woke up from her dream.

  Lucy Yang suddenly opened her eyes, and tears silently slid into her ears, sliding over every inch of skin, bringing a wet and icy feeling, which made her feel very lost. Her heart seemed to be hollowed out, with no secrets left, no expectations left, the whole person was like floating in mid-air, without support or dependence.

  After a long time, she finally got out of bed and walked to the window in her room. The morning light was dazzling, and she felt a bit dry-eyed. So, she turned around again and went into the bathroom to wash up.

  "If it weren't for Yangyang, I would have divorced you long ago!" Along with her mother's sharp cry, Lucy also heard the sound of something crashing to the ground.

  Lucy Yang paused in her actions, her eyes slanting sideways as if listening intently to the sounds outside, but soon she picked up the towel again and continued washing her face with an air of nonchalance.

  "What's wrong with me smoking? You're making such a big deal out of it early in the morning! Do you think I can't take it just because you can't? Are you going to divorce me? If it weren't for Yangyang, I would have divorced you long ago!"

  Lucy Yang listened to her father's loud roar, unimpressed, calmly walked out of the bathroom, started changing clothes, and then carried her backpack to open the door.

  "Right! If it weren't for considering Yangyang's feelings, you would have divorced me long ago! Are you regretting having a child with me now?!" The sound of shattering glass filled the air again as Lucyang stood silently at the door, coldly staring at the scattered shards.

  Actually, you have never considered my feelings at all. You are just afraid that I will become a burden to you, right?

  She slowly walked into the living room, stood beside those two people, and said in a very natural tone: "I'm going back to school."

  The living room suddenly fell silent, Lucas glanced indifferently at the two people in front of him, silently walked to the dining table, picked up a piece of bread, and ate while walking out of the house with his backpack on.

  Because it was the weekend, there were a lot of people returning to school, and Rouxi Yang waited for a long time before finally getting on a bus that wasn't too crowded. She tightly grasped the shoulder strap of her backpack and squeezed onto the return-to-school express bus.

  The seats in the car were already filled with people, so she could only stand in the aisle, tightly holding onto the handrail next to her seat. Suddenly, a hand patted her shoulder, and she curiously turned around to see Lin Yixuan standing behind her, somewhat surprised, but she still didn't say anything or greet him.

  Ever since Lucy saw Lin Yixuan and Lu Man holding hands on the track, she had a strong dislike for Lin Yixuan. Even though the boy in front of her was someone Bai Mian liked, she couldn't help but feel aversion towards Lin Yixuan.

  Lin Yixuan smiled faintly at Lucy Yang and pointed to the empty seat beside her, saying "I'll let you sit here."

  Lucy looked at the empty seat and immediately shook her head, saying: "Thank you, no need."

  "Bai Mo dislikes me, you shouldn't follow her in disliking me." Lin Yi Xuan smiled helplessly and continued, "Even if you dislike me, you shouldn't wrong yourself."

  Lucy Yang looked at Lin Yixuan in surprise, who had a flattering smile on her face and made a "please" gesture to her. Lucy Yang hesitated for a moment before sitting down in the empty seat.

  Actually, Lin Yixuan is right, we don't have to lose ourselves just because we dislike someone.

  Lin Yixuan smiled contentedly, her gaze drifting past Lucy Yang's serene profile and out the window. The car was quiet, with only the sound of the engine humming in the background, occasionally punctuated by the brief honking of another vehicle outside. Despite sitting close together, neither Lin Yixuan nor Lucy Yang broke the silence, each lost in their own thoughts.

  After a while, Lucas suddenly raised his head and asked Lin Yixuan indifferently: "Can you tell me why you broke up with her?"

  Lin Yixuan lowered his head, looking at Lucas with a serious face, and suddenly felt amused. He looked into her clear and bright eyes, revealing a mischievous smile, and said: "She said you're very cold, indeed."

  "Why did you break up with her?" Lucy Yang directly ignored Lin Yixuan's ridicule, his expression extremely serious.

  "But you care about her quite a bit."

  "Do you plan on avoiding my questions forever?"

  "As you can see, Lu Man is the reason."

  Lu Xiyang suddenly felt sad for Bai Mo, Lu Man was the person Bai Mo disliked the most, but Lin Yixuan had a relationship with Lu Man. However, why did Bai Mo dislike Lu Man so much? If it weren't for Lin Yixuan, would Bai Mo have disliked Lu Man so much?

  After a long time, Lucy Yang slowly opened her mouth and said: "Do you know why Bai Mo dislikes Lu Man?"

  Lin Yixuan snorted with laughter, how could he not know?

  "I know what you want to ask me. You want to ask me why I didn't tell her directly after I was with Lu Man, and had to wait until she saw it with her own eyes before admitting it." Lin Yi Xuan painfully raised the corner of his mouth, standing in the car swaying back and forth, he said, "Actually, there are some things that Bai Miao understands better than anyone else."

  Lucy Yang had to admit that Lin Yixuan was a clever person, but facing Lin Yixuan who had seen through her thoughts, Lucy Yang became even more perplexed.

  She didn't understand what kind of relationship existed between the three of them, nor did she know what had happened between them. She seemed to only know that Bai Mo and Lin Yi Xuan were boyfriend and girlfriend, but later on, Lin Yi Xuan fell in love with someone else.

  The journey back to school seemed to have become much shorter with someone to talk to, and before Lucas could even react, the vehicle had already stopped in front of the school gate.

  When getting off the bus, Lucy received a text message from an unfamiliar number. At that time, Lucy didn't think much about it and directly read the message: I don't want her to deceive herself all the time, but please say sorry to her for me. Thank you.

  Lucy Yang suddenly understood something, as Lin Yixuan said, actually, some things, Bai Mo is clearer than anyone else.

  Bai Mo wasn't completely clueless, it's not like she only found out her boyfriend was with someone else when she saw Lin Yi Xuan and Lu Man holding hands on the track that day. She just didn't want to accept the fact, a fact that had been true for a long time already. So she continued to pretend, thinking that if she acted like she didn't know anything, she could keep what she wanted. But she was wrong, people who are meant to leave will always be gone no matter what. The reason Bai Mo disliked Lu Man so much was because she had known for a long time already that Lu Man was the despicable third person in their relationship.

  Just as Lucy Yang was about to put her phone back in her bag, a question suddenly occurred to her: how did Lin Yixuan get her phone number?

  She re-lit the screen of her mobile phone, her eyes fixed tightly on Lin Yixuan's phone number, and then quickly moved her fingers to find the anonymous text message from not long ago. When she saw the phone number of the anonymous text message, she raised her head like a dream come true, looking around and searching hard for Lin Yixuan's figure.

  How could it be him?

  She has nothing to do with Lin Yixuan, why did he send her such a message in the name of Duan Chenliang? Why did he specifically send her such a message in the name of Duan Chenliang?

  Why is it Duan Chenliang and not someone else? Why?

  What does Lin Yixuan know?

  Today's update is ahead of schedule, so there won't be an update at 9 pm tonight. Also, to all the readers out there, if you have some spare time, please leave a footprint and let me know I'm not alone~~~~(_)~~~~ This will give me more motivation to continue telling you the rest of the story.