I sang my secret love into a song and gave it to you (7)

  Impulsiveness is indeed the devil.

  Lucy Yang returned to her life before high school, living alone and wandering around by herself.

  She still belongs to that lonely world.

  On the surface, it seemed like nothing had happened. She continued to complete her homework on time and spent each day quietly in a sea of questions. In reality, every time she couldn't solve a math problem, she would stare blankly while holding her pen, and after a certain period of time, she would unconsciously use the corner of her eye to glance at Bai Mo sitting next to her. She wanted to apologize multiple times but hesitated.

  Bai Mo is a clever child, knowing that Lucy wants to make up with her. At first, she deliberately turned her face away and didn't let Lucy look at her. Later on, she simply swapped seats with another girl in the class.

  Lusiyang could tell that Bai Mo was being deliberate, so she didn't take it too seriously. Perhaps it was because Bai Mo was still in a huff. After all, it was she who had personally removed Bai Mo's mask.

  Everyone lives with a different mask, you will never know how much bitterness and suffering is hidden behind the mask, and you will never know how much courage it takes for others to put on their full armor.

  So, Lucy Yang didn't blame Bai Mo at all, she felt that she could empathize with her.

  But later, Lucy Yang never tried to find an opportunity to apologize. She knew she had stepped on the thunderbolt of Bai Muo, and only time could help her. She began to believe in a sentence she saw somewhere: Those who should leave will leave, those who should stay will stay, no need to force it.

  So after getting rained on, Lucy Yang didn't go see a doctor either. She always insisted that her cold would get better on its own one day, so the longer she dragged it out, the worse it got. The trash cans in the classroom were almost all filled with tissues she had used to wipe her nose. One time, during self-study class, she kept blowing her nose loudly, and the sound echoed throughout the entire classroom, annoying Gu Bai Mo so much that he directly scolded her: "Lucy Yang, are you annoying or what? If you really can't attend class, just take a leave of absence, it's not like people will dislike you for it."

  When the sound of Bai Mo's voice was heard, all the classmates in the class looked at Lu Xi Yang. Lu Xi Yang bit her lower lip awkwardly, and all the apologies she had for Bai Mo suddenly disappeared. She felt disappointed and sad, didn't lift her head, quietly cleaned up the napkin on her desk, then picked up her school bag and left the classroom under everyone's gaze.

  Lucy Yang had not gone to class for several days, and she was on leave in the dormitory. When eating, she would go to the cafeteria before meals every time, just to avoid everyone who knew her, even if she knew that others would see her but not greet her.

  One afternoon after school, Bai Mu roughly pushed open the dormitory door and made a "bang" sound, waking up Lu Xiyang who was sleeping.

  "If you don't want to go, just refuse directly! Don't make the whole school know about Lucas Yang." Bai Mo's voice filled the entire dormitory air, with a strong smell of gunpowder.

  Lucy Yang opened her eyes inexplicably, sat up from the bed, and saw Bai Mo looking back at her with a white eye. He turned around and walked out of the dormitory. After a while, Lucy Yang heard Bai Mo shout loudly, "Can't you just not be so annoying?"

  Then the downstairs started to make a noise, and the whole campus seemed to be boiling. Lucy Yang sat on her bed, in the midst of the noise, she faintly heard the sound of a guitar. She quickly got down from the bed, ran out of the dormitory, and leaned against the railing of the corridor to look down, only to find that there was a sea of black heads below, and in the middle of the crowded crowd, Lu Senxiang was holding a guitar, his head thrown back, playing a tune she had never heard before.

  Just like the first time she heard Lu Senxiang play the guitar, although she didn't know what he was playing, she had to admit that all the tunes he played sounded good.

  "What's wrong with you? Do you want the whole school to come and gawk at the girls' dormitory?" Ba Miao suddenly said irritably to Lu Xi Yang.

  Lucy Yang was like a dream come true, and only then did she realize that the long corridor of her dormitory was already filled with girls, their expressions varied, admiring, jealous, puzzled, contemptuous, disdainful...

  At this time, she saw a girl in a beige long dress walking towards her from the other end of the corridor. It wasn't until she stood right in front of her that she realized it was Lu Man.

  Lu Man's mouth curled up, revealing a smile without any warmth. She said with some teasing: "Aren't you fond of Duan Chen Liang? How did you get involved with Lu Sen Xiang again?"

  Lucy Yang gritted her teeth and ignored Lu Man, running all the way to the dormitory building.

  Lucy Yang stood panting in front of the dormitory building, anxiously watching as the crowd surged towards her bit by bit, wave after wave of jeers almost drowning her out. She even wanted to turn around and flee back into the dorm, but thinking about what Bai Mochou had just said made her lose the courage to escape.

  "Three thousand, you've finally come down." Lu Sen Xiang suddenly appeared in front of Lucas Yang with a mischievous grin.

  Lucy Yang didn't say a word and pulled Lu Senxiang out of the crowd, running with all her might as if she was escaping for her life until they ran out of school. She finally stopped at the nearest corner to the school and let go of Lu Senxiang's hand.

  "I didn't think you could run that fast!" Lu Senxiang panted slightly, looking at the heavily panting Lucas Yang with a mischievous grin. He said, "Seriously, you can participate in this year's school sports meet."

  Lucy Yang didn't think it was funny at all, she was almost furious with him.

  She looked at Lu Senxiang with a serious face and asked word by word: "Lu Senxiang, what exactly do you want to do?"

  "What do you want to do?" Lu Senxiang frowned slightly, calling out in a wronged tone, "I called you and you didn't answer, I shouted for you under your building and you ignored me, so I had no choice but to play the guitar to get you to come down! Who told you not to come down?"

  Who made you do this?

  Do you know that your behavior makes me feel very embarrassed?

  I am not you, don't need to be noticed by so many people, and I don't want to be someone else's after-dinner entertainment.

  Lucy Yang suddenly lost her composure, her head spinning dizzily. She hastily supported her forehead with her hand and asked weakly: "What do you want from me?"

  The world in front of Lucy Yang suddenly became blurred, she pinched her palm with her fingernails, and the air coming out of her nostrils was hot.

  Lu Senxiang anxiously stepped forward to support Lucy Yang, seeing her pale face and dazed eyes. He immediately raised his hand to touch her forehead, and indeed she had a fever. Lu Senxiang scolded Lucy Yang, "You're sick, why didn't you go see a doctor?"

  Lucy Yang weakly shook her head, wanting to push away Lu Senxiang, but was instead carried on his back. She struggled hard on his back, but her body became increasingly uncooperative, no matter how hard she tried. In the end, Lucy Yang could only slump softly on Lu Senxiang's back, and in a daze, she vaguely heard him sighing helplessly, saying: "Lucy Yang, you're such an idiot! We're going to the hospital right now!"

  Lucy Yang's nose suddenly turned sour and tears welled up from the bottom of her eyes.

  Yes, she is an idiot.

  If she wasn't an idiot, would she have liked someone for so many years? Clearly knowing it's a self-inflicted suffering, yet still obstinately liking him. If she wasn't an idiot, would she have said such things to Bai Mo because of a strange phone number? She clearly knew she couldn't expose the truth, yet still ridiculed Bai Mo for deceiving himself. If she wasn't an idiot, would she have stubbornly believed everything would turn out fine?

  She is just an idiot, the universe's number one super idiot!

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