Chapter Fifteen I Want to Leave This Place

  I used all my strength to push away Chi Kunye and shouted at him in anger, "What are you doing? You pervert!"

  Chi Jun smiled slightly and pointed behind me!

  I turned around and took a look, oh my god! I had been backing up the whole time and didn't even notice what was behind me... almost fell off the floor! I let out a sigh of relief, if it wasn't for him just now, I might already be...

  I quickly said "thank you... although you saved me, that doesn't mean I don't dislike you..."

  Chi Junye smiled faintly, but quickly regained his cold expression. "Sorry! If you hate it here and me that much, then you can leave now! It's better for me not to see you and get annoyed..." He turned around and left. "Chi Junye! Leave if you want! You're really annoying! I'll curse you..." I shouted at Chi Junye's back, but he didn't say a word, just turned his head back and gave me a cold smile before leaving the rooftop...

  "Chi Junye, you're a turtle egg... a damn fool... I hate you..." Am I still going to continue scolding until I really leave? I've already said that to Chi Junye, if I don't leave now he'll laugh at me to death! Besides, I really dislike this place. Forget it, before I leave let's go find Yun Zhuohai instead! Since I'm leaving soon, might as well say goodbye to him too!

  I came to Yunzhenhai's class and found him. I said to him with a bit of reluctance, "Hai, I'm leaving!"

  When I said I was leaving, Yun Zhuo Hai grabbed my shoulder and asked in a questioning tone, "Why do you have to leave? We just met yesterday, how can you...?"

  I choked back a sob and said "Sorry, Hai! I really can't stay here anymore! I really hate it here, and..."

  "Is there still someone who dislikes Toshiyuki Nishida? He's really not as unpleasant as you imagine, actually he's very nice, it's just that you..."

  "Sea, don't say any more! No matter what he's like, in my heart he'll always be disgusting!"

  "Xiao Qing, are you really going to leave? Can't you stay for me?"

  "Sea, I'm really sorry! My classmates all know about my left ear... I really..."

  "Xiao Qing, this is escapism! Xiao Qing, what happened to your left ear really doesn't matter, no one is perfect! You're just an angel who's been hurt a little bit, but everything else about you is perfect, so why are you still so concerned about these things......"

  I pushed open the shoulder of Yun Cong Hai and ran away from him, leaving school...

  Chi Junwu lay on the desk for an entire morning, staring blankly at the classroom door. His mind kept thinking, "Has she really left? I thought she was just joking...I didn't think she would actually...Am I really that disgusting to her?" ...His heart felt strange, and he had a slight ache...Why did he feel nauseous when he grabbed Li Lin's hand earlier? But why didn't he feel disgusted when he hugged her earlier? Instead, he wished he could have held her for longer...What was wrong with him?!

  I went back home, rushed to my own room in pain! Lying on my bed in a depressed mood, I kept thinking about Yunzhen Hai's words... Honestly, some of the things Hai said were really true! I was indeed escaping from myself...

  Just then, Mom walked in and sat down beside my bed!

  I turned over and hugged my mom's waist, whispering "Mom, I'm so sad! My classmates found out about what happened to my left ear!"

  Mom gently stroked my hair and didn't say a word, just looked at my face with such gentleness!

  "Mom, I don't want to go to school there anymore, I really hate it!"

  "Xiao Qing, don't you want to go because of this place?" Mom said, stroking my left ear. I nodded...

  "Xiao Qing, Mom always thought you were very strong! But now you..."

  "Mom, actually I've been pretending to be strong all along, but in fact I'm a weak person!"

  "Xiao Qing, no one is born to be a strong person or a weak person! It's just how they deal with things when they encounter them, whether they retreat or move forward! Is it the persistence of strength or the escape of weakness..."

  "Mom..."

  "Xiao Qing, you need to learn how to face reality instead of pretending to be strong and escaping it, understand?"

  Mom's words deeply hurt my heart, yes! I've always been pretending to be strong but only knew how to escape! Yes, no one is born a strong or weak person! It just depends on how they face things, whether they retreat or move forward! Is it the persistence of strength or the escape of weakness...

  I hugged my mom's waist tightly again and said in a spoiled tone "Mom, thank you! I understand now!"

  "Silly child, what's there to thank Mom for?"