Chapter 28: Piercing the Heart
But all of this can only be buried in the depths of one's heart.
Because he didn't dare say it, didn't dare ask, fearing the answer would be affirmative.
Afraid of venting his anger on her, Shu Yu Dian stood looking at her for a while before turning around and walking silently towards the door.
Lowering his head, dimming his eyes, a strange shadow fell behind him.
When he turned the handle, his hand was very forceful, and when he closed the door, it was also very forceful.
It seems he wants to vent his anger through this, or perhaps he wants to use this way to tell Jane Eyre that he is angry.
Originally wanted to go to a bar for a drink, but was also afraid that after drinking, emotions would be uncontrollable...
...and went straight to the balcony of the study room...
The balcony of the study can overlook the entire foot of the mountain. On autumn evenings, there are not many twinkling stars, but only one is needed to make him think of Jane Eyre's bright and pure eyes.
It just so happens that today is the fifteenth, and the bright moon is especially round...
Shu Yu stood on the balcony, his blood-stained bandage loose from his furious struggle, dangling limply from his hand.
Eyes staring blankly into the distance at the pitch-black but under the moonlight exceptionally dark green forest.
The only echo in my mind is that one sentence...
I want to leave here...
I want to leave here...
I want to leave here...
Every word and sentence eroded his heart, his heart had become a mess of debris, powerless to pick up the pieces.
His thin lips curled up into a sarcastic arc, and he gave a pale smile.
Who says childhood sweethearts are the most reliable...
If for over a decade she has regarded you as an elder brother without any emotional attachment between men and women, how can they possibly get married?
Was he really going to release the evil demon he had been suppressing in his heart and force her?
Isn't it enough to just have her by your side, without needing to have her heart?
Would she still be happy like this? Isn't it losing his true self?
Eyes stained with cold frost...
Suddenly, a familiar cry came from the study, and Shu Yu's body stiffened, his eyes flashing with incredulity, his hand clenched tightly. The bloodstain that had just been dried by the wind was once again smeared with fresh blood.
A drop...
Two drops...
Dripping on black marble, blooming into red roses one by one.
A sound...
Two sounds...
Pick up the invisible residue on the ground bit by bit.
Afraid to turn back, fearing he had only heard his own inner voice, and what he saw was just an empty room.
Until... that scream right next to her.
"Brother Yu, your hand..." Jane saw his figure and walked out onto the balcony, first noticing his hand.
Walked over and grasped his stiff hand...
Shu Yu's head turned mechanically, one click at a time, as he lowered his head to look at Jane, who was a head shorter than him, grasping his hand...
Subconsciously shrinking back, not wanting her to see himself in such a sorry state.
"Brother Yu, give me your hand." Jane raised her head and looked at him tensely, but was startled by his unfamiliar gaze and took a step back.
Her tension was reflected in his frosty eyes, and the frost in Shu Yu's eyes melted a little, but was pierced by her retreating step.
"Brother Yu, you..." Why did your eyes become so terrifying?
Jane bit her lip and looked at him in confusion.
Brother Yu is angry! What should she do?
Shu Yu Temple didn't say a word, but instead coldly turned her head and gazed at the forest.
This was his first time doing this to her.
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Good heavens! Yui just noticed that there was a duplicate sent after all.
Can't delete it, even if I changed it, Book City seems out of sync...
Sorry about that...
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