Article 105

  After Xi Le's death, I never went to that house again. I always felt a voice echoing, saying this is the first time your sword has seen a woman's blood, it must be faster than before. At that time, I wanted to kill Xiao Bian with one knife, because he was Xi Le's favorite playmate, but I thought that liking him meant hoping he was in the world. And I thought, I am Xi Le's favorite playmate, if you want to kill, then kill yourself.

  I looked at the bed covered in blood and said: This is inevitable.

  I believe this is a continuation of the idea I just came up with.

  Happiness has made me very embarrassed. In the part she saw, I never suffered from anything and left a burden that forced me to continue living in this stupid world.

  It's not as I thought, but I still remember where I buried my happiness. This place will be the most terrifying place in my memories, and I've decided to never go there again for the rest of my life. Because I believe she is no longer here. And we will eventually meet again to shave Xiao Bian's hair. It just needs some things to be done. And these things are not about grudges, but just raising a child.