Im going to write journals from time to time, I need to understand my power and what it means as well as where I am currently at with the power.
ECHO means Energy, Control, Harmony, Origin.
Energy type - Bio Energy
Control - Unrefined
Harmony - Fragmented
Origin - Self
Energy - Bio-Energy
I can’t shake the feeling that something inside me is different. I’ve felt it ever since ECHO explained it—my Bio-Energy. It’s what fuels me, what gives me the strength to do what I do, but it’s more than that. I think it’s my lifeblood. I didn’t even realize how close I was to running out, Maybe that will come when I get more harmonized and control over this power? But how do I even do that????
After the fight, It wasn’t just exhaustion. It was like a part of me had disappeared. ECHO called it critical depletion, and I couldn’t grasp it at the time. Even now, I don’t fully understand it, but I feel that lack. That hollow space where my power used to surge. Right now, my energy feels… weak. Barely a trickle. It’s going to take time to rebuild it, but how do i even do that? It seems like it’s doing it on its own but how? I can’t afford to wait too long and this can’t happen in the future.
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Control - Unrefined
ECHO said my control is unrefined. I know that, it’s obvious. When I first felt this ability, it was moving on its own it is raw, uncontrolled. And I’ve paid for that. James paid for that.
The hit Is proof of that. I’ve learned that pushing too hard, too fast, comes with consequences. I can barely manage the energy I have left right now, but every time I focus on it, it’s like trying to catch smoke in my hands. It slips through my fingers, and I’m left with nothing but frustration. I know I need to keep working at it, keep refining the way I move the energy. I’ll get there, but it’s going to take time.
Harmony - Fragmented
When ECHO said my Harmony was fragmented, I didn’t get it. But now, II think I might understand what it means. My power isn’t in sync with my body. It’s like there are pieces missing, things out of place. The pull of my energy feels different every time, like a dissonant note in an otherwise quiet room.
I can’t control it with instinct alone, i mean look what happened last time, I KILLED MY FRIEND, luckily they brought him back. It’s not just my physical energy that’s out of balance tho. My mind, my body, they’re still trying to catch up to each other. I have to find that balance, that center where everything aligns. If I can get my Harmony to come together, I know my power will grow exponentially. Until then, I’ll keep trying to force it, even if it means stumbling through the process.
Origin - Self
ECHO also mentioned that my origin is “self.” I dont understand it at all. Maybe I’m not like others with specific powers tied to an element or force. Maybe my power comes from within, from me?
Or is it a part of who I am, a piece I’m not yet able to comprehend? Right now, it feels like I’m standing at the edge of something I can’t fully see. But I know that whatever it is, it’s me. My power isn’t an external force—it’s all inside me. And if I can figure out how to control it, how to bring myself and this power into alignment, maybe I can truly understand it ?