Volume 3 Chapter 90 I Want To Leave

  Unconsciously, I cried for a long time, and finally, when there were no more tears left, the pain would subside. I sat quietly in my rocking chair, watching the sunset slowly descend, as night gradually approached. This feeling made me feel very comfortable, and I liked it more and more. I didn't know why, but I started to dislike daytime, and the warm feeling. Was it because of her? I thought so, just because she loved warm colors at night, that's why I disliked them.

  The phone suddenly rang, I took out the phone. Didn't answer it, just put it on the table. The phone kept playing that song over and over: I cried hard for a whole winter to keep you as a memory of yesterday alone repeatedly thinking about it, sinking in, finally understanding love after crying hard that day I should forget your face I saw spring in an instant

  The melody still echoes again and again, but I don't want to pick up. Listening to the lyrics, I wonder if I should let go. I cried hard for an afternoon, should I let go, should I forget your face...

  It's been a long time since my phone rang. But the message tone sounded. I curiously opened the message: Wife, good night! I don't know why you're ignoring me, but I want to tell you that this time I won, we can get married now!

  I stared at my phone in confusion. Did he win? Has he successfully brought the European mafia under his control as well? But... should I also leave...

  I hung up the phone and put it on the table before leaving. As I walked to the desk in the room, I found a diary, so I picked it up.

  Holding it in one's hand, should one open it or not?

  After struggling for a long time, I still chose to open it. This is the diary of the night.

  Today I saw her, although she has changed, grown up and become more beautiful. But I still recognize her because I recognize the faint lily fragrance emitted from her body. When I saw her, I really wanted to rush forward and hug her, but it seems like she has already forgotten me. What should I do?

  It's 9:07. I'm about to leave, will she miss me? I don't know, but I think that sooner or later she'll remember me and fall in love with me again.

  Today is my birthday, I really want to spend it with her. But how can that be? If I do, I'll expose myself and she'll get into trouble too. But I really miss her! I really want to tell her: I love you! Love you!

  It's been a while since I came back, and finally, I found out that she also fell in love with me, so we can be together now. But the thing is, because of the gang stuff, I have to find someone to replace her, as I don't want her to get hurt!

  I couldn't bear it, the word "replace her" kept appearing in front of me, I guess I was just a substitute, he didn't really love me. Why did he still cheat me, saying he loved me, was he taking pity on me?

  I dropped that diary and turned to leave. I kept running and running until I left the school, I was still running. Don't know how long I ran, finally got tired. I walked into a park and sat on a swing. Drowsiness gradually attacked me, and I finally fell asleep!

  When I woke up, I found that I was not in the park, but in a room. Moreover, it's a warm-toned room, but it's really cozy and noble here, which makes me not dislike it at all.

  "You're awake!" A familiar voice suddenly sounded in my ear.

  I looked in the direction of the sound: "Brother?"

  "Ah!" Carlos saw me with a surprised face and nodded happily.

  I stared at him in confusion: "What are you doing here?"

  "My sister is here, I'm not here, so where should it be?" Carlos said matter-of-factly.

  "Really?" I said with an incredulous expression.

  "Of course not!" Carlos laughed and said: "Alright, my lovely Hanhan, have you forgotten about the time you fainted in England?"

  "I remember, but I don't know how I got back." I confessed honestly.

  "Haha! After you fainted, Ye and Xuan argued over who would take you to the hospital. Ye wanted to bring you back home, but Xuan refused. In the end, it was your little brother who spoke up, and that's how you ended up coming back!" Carlos said slowly.

  "Why am I here then?" I asked in puzzlement.

  Carlos shook his head helplessly: "Originally, I was going to take a plane back home, but on the way to the airport, I saw someone sleeping on a swing. So I had to bring her back!"

  "Did you tell them you saw me?" I asked nervously.

  "What? Are you afraid of seeing someone?" Carlos asked in puzzlement.

  I nodded: "Can you take me away?"

  "Why? Your night has done so much for you, even Xuan is willing to quit, bless you, why do you want to leave?" Carlos continued to ask.

  "He's doing it for me? I think he's doing it for someone else! I'm just a substitute for that person!"

  "Really?" Carlos looked puzzled but didn't ask further, saying lightly: "I didn't tell anyone I saw you, they thought I went back!"

  "Thank you!" I said softly.

  "You go rest first! Later we'll take a flight to Britain." Carlos said slowly.

  "But... I'm worried that if I meet Cold Xuan in Britain, will we be found by them?"

  Carlos seemed to see my concern: "Now Xuan is already the second master of the 'Night' gang, and he is on an equal footing with your brother. Moreover, he was originally Chinese, so he decided to stay in China and work together with them to conquer the world. I will take over the position of the old leader of the 'Cold' gang and manage it well."

  "I nodded reassuringly: 'Then I'll sleep a bit more, remember to call me when you leave!'"