Despite what he had said, Silky was a kind soul. In actuality, he did not want anything bad to happen to his flock. Even if they did betray him, even if… they were no longer the same flock.
I understand Silky. I promised to get your flock back. I will do it one way or another.
Yung must go. He should go. But Nyanya hadn’t convinced him. He knew he should not be so political in analysing his girlfriend and best friend’s emotional pleas, but he feared death too much to ignore his own feelings.
Nyanya smiled, but then frowned. Yung wasn’t finished.
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So the voidfiend outbreak that happened when I was two… these bastards did it! So they are planning something again within Dim Gold City?
Yung looked at Nyanya with complicated feelings. He tried to remember his own parents but only got back the sorrow of his grandfather, and even Ziyou Maque’s destitute smile when he had talked about his departed wife.
Yung’s love for his Nyanya just grew, but so did his apprehension.
It felt like he was being forced to make a choice he did not want to. Even now, Yung could not get over this visceral feeling of denial that came from his very soul.
That he did not ever want to set foot upon some unknown place of danger, without absolute protection that he would be alive.
After all, he did not want to die!
And in this world, any random Qi-infused thing could murder him because of some ridiculous dao aspect it possessed. Nothing, not even the heavens and fate itself, could guarantee his life.
Absolute protection was an impossibility. Period.
…other than maybe cuddling with his girlfriend in a very safe hotel suite, guarded by cultivators from the richest clan on the whole plane.
At least he would be safe for the moment!
Su Nanya growled, then booped him on the belly with her giant foxy snout.
Yung gulped. He knew she was right.
Su Nanya continued with a stern but uncertain glare,
I... okay, Yung, admit it… she’s right. Dammit! Yung let out a long exhale. He had been living a dream until now. A safe dream, with a safe house, a safe pet, and a safe girlfriend.
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But the world wasn’t safe. He couldn’t stay the way he was. Because if Nyanya and Miss Maid weren’t here, a monster like the Wretched Emissary could murder the whole Dim Gold City, and no one could do anything.
He would have to get stronger. No ifs, elses, or buts.
Not stronger so he could plunder what others had, but strong enough to protect what belonged to him. His peaceful dreams and second chance at life.
For now, he had a rich and all-powerful girlfriend. She promised to keep him safe. Yung had no false sense of machismo, he was completely happy to let her be the provider, the protector.
But during the night of the sect recruitments, after their date, she had to leave. And within that small window, Yung encountered the heinous Divine Hawk gang.
Yes, Yung’s Heart qi and Empathic powers were a lucky cheat. And yes, Su Haochen was there too. But then, what if he wasn’t, like right now? It seems like he was busy dealing with the cultists back in Dim Gold City.
What if next time, there was a Divine Tiger or Divine Dragon gang, and they were not brainless thugs? What if they were in the Unfolding Heaven realms?
What if Nyanya, Miss Maid, and Su Haochen’s ninja party were simultaneously busy? With no one there to protect him,
Yung would die.
What if Su Nanya’s mother really was a heartless queen towards people she had no interest in? After all, like mother, like daughter. What if the matriarch of the Su Fox clan didn’t want her daughter to give her love to a talentless madlander like him? Could she veto Nyanya’s order so Miss Maid and Su Haochen would no longer protect him in Nyanya’s absence?
If so,
Yung would die.
Unless he grew strong.
Unless he earned the matriarch's approval.
But it still hurt, hearing Nyanya say so openly that her love for him might still have such conditions attached.
Yung grumbled.
Young grumbled louder.
Yung didn’t grumble. He was just speechless.
Yung pleaded,