I love him I love him

  Yu Tian's office is like a forbidden zone for the entire company, I believe that except for Vivian, no one can walk out of there completely and cheerfully. Although I have been lucky enough to go in a few times, the emotions left behind are nothing but horror and resentment. Just as I was about to reach the door of the office, I suddenly heard a regular footsteps sound from behind me, I turned around, and indeed Lin was also standing there with a blank expression, one hand scratching his hair, the other hand in his pocket, just like a high school student who had done something wrong.

  I waved my hand and pulled down Lin's restless little paw, "What's wrong? Still not at ease thinking of going with me, Yu Tian can't eat me."

  Lin suddenly thought for a moment and then spoke up, "Didn't I have something to tell you just now? I'll wait for you outside."

  "Hmm..." I looked at Lin's face which had turned slightly red, and a self-important and flirtatious idea popped into my head, "Then just wait."

  As expected, Lin still followed me all the way to the door of Yu Tian's office with a smile, and I also inadvertently saw Yu Tian opening the curtains to look at us.

  When I walked in, Yu Tian was already sitting on a chair, with his back turned towards me.

  He still cares about me after all, this thought made me feel a mix of self-abasement and celebration. But I soon remembered Lin Jing's words: Yu Tian has a girlfriend now. And I also recalled those phone calls he received, that kiss which makes my teeth ache even now. I always thought I was someone who feared nothing in heaven or earth, but it turns out, Yu Tian became the stumbling block in my life. To put it in a cliché way, when it comes to him, I've become someone who wants to love but dares not to love.

  I composed myself and respectfully called out to Director Yu. This distance, however, was what first made my mood turn gloomy.

  Yu Tian slowly turned around, holding a pen in his hand. He looked up at me and then lowered his head to sign on a pile of documents.

  Ten minutes have passed, and we are still in a stalemate. The two of us seem to be competing in endurance, neither willing to back down or take another step forward.

  Until I accidentally pulled the fallen collar of my shirt, and the joints made a cracking sound, Yu Tian's face stiffened, and the emotions of rivalry or anxiety seemed to be swept away. Before I could react, he had already walked in front of me, pressed my shoulders without saying a word, and made me sit back in the chair. Then, his fingers actually touched my neck and started massaging it gently.

  The back of my neck, I suppose it's a sensitive spot too, especially when someone like him, whom I couldn't ignore even if I wanted to, made such an intimate move. My subconscious reaction was to dodge, but he pressed me down onto the chair with even greater force.

  "Why didn't you come down that day?"

  "Huh? Which day?" I pretended to be stupid.

  Yu Tian increased the force on his finger, as if intentionally punishing him, "Don't pretend to be stupid with me, tell me, who gave you the guts to throw away my things? Lin Jing? Or your brother with ulterior motives?"

  "You're the one with ulterior motives!" I shook off Yu Tian's hand, and thinking of those two large boxes that I had thrown away, I couldn't help but feel a little guilty. "I didn't bring those things with me when I went abroad, now they're just taking up space."

  Yu Tian's expression completely darkened.

  I wanted to take it back, but I think I've missed the timing. I thought he would be angry or disappointed, but instead, Yu Tian just looked at me with a particularly sorrowful gaze.

  That sorrow is too shocking, although I have seen it several times, but still can't be immune. I can only watch the rest of the day approaching with a hollow brain, and my face in his pupils is clearly written: I love him, I love him.

  Heart-wrenching love...