Does he want to kiss me?
"What's wrong?"
Lin Yue closed the door and stood in front of me, looking at me.
I hung my head and didn't speak. Then I turned around and locked myself in the bathroom. It was also at that moment that I smelled a strong, mixed smell on me that was completely opposite of good.
The whole world suddenly became dark and I had never felt such inexplicable yet profound self-abasement.
The me in the mirror looks dejected like a clown who has just been trampled by a circus instrument.
Lin Yue said outside, "You go take a bath first."
"Uh-huh."
I came out wearing clean bathrobe after taking a shower. Lin Yue was still sitting outside, and when he saw me come out, he beckoned to me, "Come over."
I walked over and sat down beside him at a distance that was neither too close nor too far.
He pulled my hand over, palm up, and the wound that had just been cut by glass was already white with water blisters.
Just then, the doorbell rang. Lin Yue walked over to open the door and took a tray from the waiter outside, then sat back down beside me.
Lin Yue helped me apply the medicine. If it wasn't for him, I would have already forgotten about these small wounds. The pain that could be completely ignored before now became obvious. My hand trembled and subconsciously pulled back, but he grabbed it even more forcefully, even applying a bit more force when putting on the medicine. After finishing with my hand, he stood up again, looked down at me, sighed, and continued to apply ointment to my face.
"Aren't you afraid of leaving scars? What were you thinking just now?"
I shook my head, holding a cup of hot water and watching the steam rising up to fog my face and Lin Yue's hands. "I don't know either."
If I could start all over again, I think I would definitely not want to get involved in this mess, but I guess I won't be able to stop myself.
"Never mind, forget it."
He put down the medicine and suddenly hugged me, which should be the most intimate contact with him since I knew Lin Yue. In this ambiguous atmosphere, it seems that something ambiguous is bound to happen. In fact, my whole body was stiff, and my mind was all about Yu Tian, wondering if he would get angry when he saw me being hugged by someone else.
Yu Tian, as someone else's boyfriend, seems like I don't have the right to think about him anymore.
Lin Yue held me tighter, and my face, which had been resting on his shoulder, was lifted up. "Girl, you're different from before."
As he approached, I pushed him away with force, my teeth clenched together, and my body slightly trembling. Lin Yue looked at me with downcast eyes, seemingly a little disappointed. And I retreated back to the room like an escapee, the sound of the door locking was particularly jarring.
I sat on the bed, wrapped myself in a blanket, and then called Junko. Fortunately, she told me that Google was just a superficial wound and would not leave any aftereffects after recovery. I felt a little relieved, but continued to think about Yu Tian, who was still locked in that small room. Why did he suddenly appear? Was it for me? He fought with those people for me, and got caught by the police for me.
Those memories of Yu Tian being good to me surged up like a tidal wave, scolding me harshly.
Actually, I wanted to go back and find Yu Tian, but as soon as I walked to the door, I heard a sound like something breaking outside. Thinking of the awkward things that just happened with Lin Yue, I quietly hid under the quilt again.
I suddenly realized that at this moment, what I hope for most is still Yu Tian being by my side.