Knot in the heart

  I answered the phone while running, but it wasn't Yu Tian's voice on the other end, it was Lin Jing.

  "He said, 'Si Xi, come quickly, Tian Ge is in the hospital.'"

  It's not that he didn't make himself clear, but I just couldn't hear him at all.My mind was a mess, and to be honest, I'm a very pessimistic person, so when I heard he was in the hospital, I imagined countless terrible possibilities.

  Why did Lin use his mobile phone to call me.

  I got on a taxi before Lin Yue caught up with me, and from the rearview mirror I saw his figure getting smaller and smaller, but I couldn't care less about that. If possible, I wish I was sitting on a rocket now, whooshing to Yu Tian's side in an instant.

  The car finally rushed onto the overpass, carrying my dying mood, and rushed towards Yu Tian's side without hesitation.

  When I got off the car, for the first time, I didn't ask for change and directly handed a 100-yuan bill to the driver. According to Lin's instructions, I found Yu Tian in room number s173 at the Romance Bar.

  He lay quietly in bed, with several bandages wrapped around his head. From the front, he looked fine, but from the side, blood had seeped out. I walked up to him and my legs went soft, causing me to fall down. Tears poured out of my eyes, some landing on my own hands and others on Yu Tian's body. But he refused to wake up, keeping his eyes tightly shut. The more I cried, the louder I became, until I was almost hanging onto his body.

  "Yu Tian, don't die, I still have a lot of things to say to you..."

  "How did I die?"

  I suddenly felt a hand gently hooking my neck, and when I lifted my head, I saw that Yu Tian had already opened his eyes and was looking at me with a mixture of laughter and tears, but his face looked terrible. Realizing that I was pressing down on him making it hard for him to breathe, I felt extremely guilty and wanted to get up, but just as I got halfway up, Yu Tian grabbed my hand.

  He was injured and very weak, and his grip on my hand wasn't strong either.

  "Just wait for a while."

  "En." I nodded silently, letting Yu Tian pull me along by the hand.

  "Does it still hurt?" Yu Tian asked, touching the injured spot on my face with his cool fingers.

  I held his hand against my face and smiled as I shook my head, "It's okay, it doesn't hurt at all."

  "Sorry, Xi."

  Yu Tian said that, and I couldn't help but burst into tears again. "What are you apologizing for? It's all my fault, and I even got angry with you. I'm the one who should be dead."

  He smiled and said, "You're going to die, what am I supposed to do?"

  I shook my head, "I'll never cause trouble again, really. Even if there's a next time, you mustn't care about me."

  "Every time I think, next time I will definitely not care about you." Yu Tian looked at me very seriously, his tone was particularly calm, so calm that I started to feel afraid. Actually, I was just joking, but thinking of Yu Tian really not caring about me anymore, I immediately became timid, and grabbed onto his hand, as if afraid he would run away.

  "But every time I couldn't."

  Yu Tian smiled at me, his haggard appearance didn't look like him, but he was still handsome as ever.

  Later, Yu Tian fell asleep, and I sat beside him, greedily listening to his even breathing, using a towel to gently wipe away the sweat on his forehead.

  When I left, I bumped into Lin Jing who had been standing outside the door all along.

  Lin told me that Yu Tian was injured in a bar, and he guessed that Yu Tian didn't tell me because he was worried I would be scared or cause more trouble. But I left him alone in the detention center until the police found him passed out inside and sent him to the hospital early this morning. Yu Tian fainted for a whole night in the detention center, if he had been sent to the hospital any later, it could have been dangerous.

  Lin suddenly said, Yu Tian would only get himself into such a state for me...