I am in Antarctica yearning for your North Star (13)

  The corners of her mouth slowly curled up into a smile, and suddenly she had the urge to talk: "Actually, before I was in third grade, my grades were very poor, and I didn't like studying. But one day after school, I saw a group of boys bullying an ugly girl from our school, and he pushed his way through the crowd to save her. After that, my grades suddenly improved dramatically. Because his grades were so good, I thought that if my grades could be as good as his, I might be able to get close to him a little bit, so I studied hard, and finally became an excellent person in other people's eyes."

  "Because he was one year ahead of me, whatever school he took the entrance exam for, I could follow him to take the same exam. Since we were in junior high, I discovered that many girls wrote letters to him, but he didn't get along with them, just like me... But it's because of him that I don't get along with others, secretly following him after school, and gradually being isolated by my classmates." At this point, Lucy Yang's face was filled with a sweet smile, as if she were recounting a very happy event.

  "It's not a light poisoning, being isolated is so happy!" Bai Mo finally burst into laughter.

  "Where!" Lucy Yang blushed, but couldn't deny that it was indeed one of the happiest moments in her years.

  Such self, such time, pure to the point where even dust cannot get close.

  She glanced at Lu Xiyang with a hint of disdain and couldn't help but laugh: "You didn't even admit it before! It turns out you've had your eyes on him for seven years! Lu Xiyang, you're too scheming!"

  "Do you know who I'm talking about?"

  "Are you kidding me?! Following others to take the same school exam, who else do you think is handsome, has good grades and comes from a rich family in our school besides Duan Chenliang?"

  "Lu Senxiang's grades are great, and he looks good too!" Lu Xiyang defended strongly, but in his heart, a sense of pride grew, proud that the person he liked was so excellent, proud that even among his good friends, no one could surpass him.

  "But his family has no money! Last time he invited me to eat an ice stick and cried poor!" But obviously, Bai Muo's answer couldn't satisfy her.

  Excellence has nothing to do with wealth, does it?

  "When did you get so close?"

  "Who is close to him? Isn't it because of you..."

  "Why me?"

  Bai Mo suddenly froze for a moment, then shook his head and quickly changed the subject: "Are you sure you understand Duan Chenliang?"

  She doesn't understand. Actually, she doesn't understand him at all.

  She doesn't know what he likes or dislikes. She's just like his pursuers, only knowing that he's handsome, has good grades, is cold in personality and comes from a rich family. She's as shallow as they are, only understanding these things.

  Maybe he knows a little more than them, just that his grandmother passed away recently.

  Lucy Yang quickly followed Bai Mo to change the subject, and didn't notice Bai Mo's abnormality just now. She shook her head foolishly.

  Bai Mo looked at her and let out a soft sigh, quickly getting up from the ground. He patted the dust off his butt with both hands and said to himself in a thick nasal tone, "Really stupid, didn't understand and secretly fell in love with her for seven years."

  It's silly. But being silly for seven years isn't silly anymore. She always thought that liking Duan Chenliang was a good thing, something that could make her feel hopeful about the future.

  Unconsciously, he has become the direction sign of her life, where he is, she is.

  "You can't tell anyone!" Although the listener is her best friend, for the first time putting that feeling in her heart in front of someone else, she couldn't help but feel a little uneasy.

  Lucy Yang also got up from the floor and came to Bai Mochi's side, repeatedly reminding her.

  She was still not brave enough, not frank enough, afraid that the secrets hidden for many years would be exposed from now on.